Fubar Blog Posts 2

Lies, My Heart Tells
Im not gonna cryno, Im not gonna shed a tearmanI thought it would be forevereverytime you..everytime we..dont you remember what we sharedit was real for meeverything was perfectoh, was I so wrongwas I so blindwhen you said that you loved mewas it your shield of suspisionthen you left me alonewith these memoriestaking me back to the timewhen you held me tightwhen you wispered them words, just so rightcreating all them "feel so good" momentsthe laughter, the joyyou were even there when I felt so lowtelling me that everything will be okayI believed you thennow, who is gonna tell me thatas I sit alonewith these thoughts falling into my handsyou were my baby, my love, my sweetymy heart filled with illumination of our loveI always felt warmtheven when the thought of you snuck up on mecovering my mind asking"guess who"I smiled, you silly girlmaking me happy, when I wanted to be sadthen you would pounce on mewe would kissled from that to the bedroomand everything would be alrightnow, Im holdin

Lies
You broke my heart in two And took me like a bet, with all you put me through I have so many regrets. To lose you was worth it, although I wasn't sure, it seemed to make me happy, but still so insecure. We always said Forever we would take it to the end never give it up but this time my heart couldn't mend. It cut so deep into me I guess it hurt you too but when you did it, then you lied I had to say "we're through." I gave you all I had I tried to make it last but now all we have are memories from the past. So look me in the eye and tell me what you see a girl so broke inside who's been through misery. And now I’m moving on with the pain that kills inside but I’m starting to forget by reminding myself, how you lied! I have somebody new someone to treat me right, to talk to lovingly and to hold me all night. He's there for me when I need him to give me love and support to hold me close and wipe away all my signs of hurt. To kiss me

Lies
Lies by Martina McBride Lemons are sweet as honey, usually life is fairPurple's the shade of money, and Jesus doesn't careHummingbirds can't fly backwards, lovers don't say goodbyeSaturn has seven rings, and I have never told a lieI don't walk these halls and I don't climb these walls every nightAnd I don't cry, and even though I'm waiting by the phoneI don't want you to call, I don't miss you at allI'm finally moving forward getting along with my lifeI never dream of you and me, it's strange I don't know whyI'm really not that lonely, you never cross my mindAnd when I hear your name, it doesn't cut me like a knifeI don't walk these halls and I don't climb these walls every nightAnd I don't cry, and even though I'm waiting by the phoneI don't want you to call, I don't miss you at allThis is how I keep my sanity, this is what I need you to believeI don't walk these halls and I don't climb these walls every nightAnd I don't cry, and even though I'm waiting by the phoneI don't want you t

Lies
im the tomato to ya sauce i can be cooked in low heat or i can be extremely hot now lets eat this my tasty version of a late night treat haha laughs and clowns are left without a frown now pick up ya shit and get the fuck outa my town this is for the hustlas and thieves and pple who believe in a betta life and fuck equality do i really have 2 do this or you just a fool that got schooled in every subject and u might wanta pick up ya jaw cause i gota lay down the law noone eva fucks wit me unless they wanta have a free trip to the infirmary cause you just kept runnin ya mouth and to the bitches that are down in the south fuck you hoes im out but if u neva met me then feel free to holla cause im a playa and i gota make my dollas you understand me now i know you bitch u think your the shit but u just a clown sayin uhhh whats that i just dont give a fuck now i told you im gona live until i get brought down u aint eva gona be able to touch me cause ya so full shit i think u got some brown i

Lies My Mother Told Me
Your face could get stuck like that. You’ll go blind. Most people who are ugly have great personalities. This will hurt me more than it will hurt you. Someday you’ll be glad I punished you for this. Old people are SUPPOSED to smell like moth balls. I’m doing this for your own good. The dog is just sleeping. When I was a kid, I knew better… It’s better to be quiet than to say something that might offend someone. Feel free to add to the list

Lies
There are a couple of positive things in my life right now, I have my 2 beautiful baby girls back with me and I know that they will be happy healthy and safe. I also have the most amazing boyfriend, he has been so supportive comforting caring and loving, although I had to move back home with my parents everything is going to work out. He has faith that things will be fine and that no matter what happens I will not lose him because of all the drama with my ex. I love you baby, you mean this world plus so much more to me and I wish that I could still be with you right now but I will see you again soon and I can't wait! I love everything about you and you make me so incredibly happy I can't even say it enough, without you I don't know what I would have done when I had to go to Va for court, even though you weren't with me you still tried to comfort me over the phone. I miss you every minute that we are apart but when I do get to see you it will be utterly amazing, I miss your kisses and s

Lies & Goodbyes & All Hope Dies.
Should have went with instinct ,From the start one big lie. Oh no fuck this! Fuck you! goodbye! Lost everything ! Myself my family and friends . Threw your final stab,and thats where it ends. You with your Far fetched ,just cant stay true. Dont give a damn bout anyone but you. walk away ,,can't face the truth!! Fuck you !I lost my youth!! Over time my ripped up mind and health, Hope it was worth it to gain your wealth,, Then kept pledging the whole time along You'd be the one .When everyone was gone. caught again in a lie ,final one i could take. upset all day..sick shock to take. Pulled your ass out of a gutter, Vow i'll put you back in my patience right now gone paper thin. Prevent you and keep you from causing self grief Crawling on belly,, you fall beneath!!! Showing me what you are ,What you've always been, Angry,,from seeing pain that you put others in. Life aint a game and none of us toys.. self cen

Lies, Rumors, And "friends"
"True friends stab you in the front" ~Oscar Wilde I am opening this blog with that quote, which is one of my favorites for a reason. Those we call friends can sometimes disappoint more than those we once considered enemies. The ones that we didn't get along with for one reason or another suddenly become closer than those who always appeared to be nice, sweet friends who "like to help others." I am blessed to call some women on here friends now that were once on the opposite side of that line. They were never quiet about their feelings about me, nor was I about them. The catalyst always came down to a guy (go figure). It was always out in the open though. Never was a word said that the other wasn't aware of. That is the reason that these women are so much respected by me. It's the ones who smile in your face as they stab you in the back that bother me. Fubar is like a small town, and everyone knows everyone else's business, or at least pretends to know, and states is as fact with

Lies, Rumors And Friends...by....
I'm always looking for good blog submissions by people that are well, relevant as always to share with everyone...today my friend and non-lesbian for the record, Ninja, posted something well, I think is worth a read. I don't know how much I'll be around since my eyes are burning from stupid I've seen in the overnight so..with that in mind, feel free to copy and paste this read and check it out... http://www.fubar.com/lies-rumors-and-friends/b336930-1139797 Otherwise my friends have a safe and Happy New Year, don't get too drunk and at least try and remember or get the plate number of the person you went home with tonight...haha..peace.

Lies
lies hurt and take away alot from you when you put your trust in someone just to have your heart broken you ask yourself is it really even worth the time to ask why? i met someone on here he knew i lost my husband just eleven months ago its the closet ive got to i opened up my heart just to add more pain i thought about leaving this site after his promises to always be there for me ..but i have many true friends on here i cant leave because one person played with my feelings and hurt me.. my real friends love to you all and god bless you....

Lies
The worst lies are the lies we tell ourselves. We live in denial of what we do, even what we think. We do this because we're afraid. We fear we will not find love, and when we find it we fear we'll lose it. We fear that if we do not have love we will be unloved... Just be patient and it will find you...

Lies
i try to do what i can to help anyone who needs help.I asked for help to help someone special to me and it never happened .Ok i can deal with that .It really pisses me off when i pay to get help and it never happened i was lied to and that person knows it cuz i found out how that part of the shit u need to do to level works.Then i havea guilt trip put on me like i did something wron.Like i said i help everyone and in this case i am helpin a few diffrent ppl but once again i got screwed over

Lies
I see through your lies,You think of me as a game,you sat and made a fool of me,tryin to make ya'self a name.A name is what you got,when you thought with your dick,here's the name you fought for,MOTHER FUCKING PRICK!!I gave away a piece of me,When I took you to my bed,and because of you hurting me,I live my life with dread.The fear you have instilled in me,brings the reigns tightly in,if things had turned out differently,who would I have been?The book says i'm bi-polar,which accounts for my mood swings,and the anger, hurt, and depression,which your presence in my life brings.So on this day of reckoning,I pass this advice to you,GOD judges at the gates of heaven,for you which fate will he choose?When you get this call to home,to see the holy man you hail,remember these words I say to you,ONLY THE GOOD PREVAIL

Lie Still My Love
Lie still my love, sleep on til the morn, As I lie here, let me watch you sleeping, So quiet and so warm, I cradle you in my loving arms, just like an innocent child, A handsome man, so nice, so kind and with a manner so mild, Beside me you lie as you dream, Your loving heart beating slowly, I whisper to you softly those three most precious words "I LOVE YOU", Your endless dreams are yours to hold, In the shadows of sleep, they continue to unfold, But dream on my darling, until the morn, As I lie beside you so quiet and so warm.

Lie's....acceptance...and Change....
I've often wondered how us as humans can hurt eachother in so many ways.....I think betrayal is the worst, when a loved one cheats on you, then lie's to you about it. It makes it so hard to trust another person.You yearn for that touch, and that kiss, and arms to hold you tight....but your body is pushing back,because your so afraid to get close....your emotions are in such turmoil you just want to scream...You want so bad to have that acceptance of eachother that your bodies had for one another....just to feel them become one again.....and work as one....knowing what each others needs are without saying a word.....True acceptance of eachother is the most crucial thing in a relationship....along comes truth and honesty....communication....for without these simple little steps you can never have the real bond God created for us in a real relationship.....and without those you will never feel the ultimate high of that closeness he intended for us to have.And so I say....with this....afte

The Lies
the lies they cut so deep they leave there markto untrust to disbelieve scareds of glasspenetrate my soulthe wounds are deep with in my soul the cuts are raw they stink they bleed why is it that you can never seethe devestation they leave behind the doubt the fear all that is left is shattered pieces left lying on the floor

10 Lies Enshrined By H.res. 391 To "never Forget" 9/11 (repost)
The official version of the events of 9/11 are deemed written in stone according to a new 5-page House Resolution (pdf) which was passed to Never Forget 9/11. The intention is great, in theory. However, the facts are completely warped. Enumerated below is a summary of the points of the Resolution, with links providing outright refutation, or questions surrounding such statements. Whereas,1. The fourth plane was prevented from being used as a weapon against America by brave passengers: While this narrative is emotionally compelling, the facts of flight 93 remain open for debate. For starters, there are too many inconsistencies with the notion that cell phone calls could have been made from the plane that day. Thus, this storyline seems immediately debunked considering the faulty source of supposed communication. Most likely the plane was shot down, as Donald Rumsfeld said on video. The size of the debris field also indicated a break-up prior to impact. 2. The attacks destr

Lies
You broke my heart in two And took me like a bet, with all you put me through I have so many regrets. To lose you was worth it, although I wasn't sure, it seemed to make me happy, but still so insecure.We always said Forever we would take it to the end never give it up but this time my heart couldn't mend.It cut so deep into me I guess it hurt you too but when you did it, then you lied I had to say "we're through."I gave you all I hadI tried to make it last but now all we have are memories from the past.So look me in the eye and tell me what you see a girl so broke inside who's been through misery.And now I’m moving on with the pain that kills inside but I’m starting to forget by reminding myself, how you lied!

Lies
your words are nothing But poisonous lies Your eloquence enraptures me Your words enthrall thy soul Frequently you poison my mind, my body And my soul. Your aura is intolerable Your presence is shameful Thou reminds me of an odious palfrey You act if you are my prodigy With thy masked removed You’re nothing but thy fool. With one hand you hold a scythe And the other sword. A sacrifice for the sinner, a deep Torturing sense of guilt. Feeling sorrow and revenge You fall from grace Depraved of soul Resistant’s is weak. My little sinister how you bring harm Evil and misfortune Sulking around the shadows Grasping your evil deeds in your hands You fall deeper and deeper Becoming translucent and undeterred You've become unearthly Thriving in sin An insatiable, unsubdued thirst for pain On the verge of death You stumble into my court. I stand and watch as you wither into agony I step down and whisper into your ear As you slowly fade "I Always Loved You".

The Lies
So Far I've seen guys who think they are all bad ass and think they can own a weaker person Well I see that there is no justice in trying to deal with these so called bad ass's I dont care how long they have been in jail or what they did but if 1 of them trys to pick a fight with a man who is cursed as I. Try to pick a fight with me in person or online well you got a whole Demonic Armada on your ass. 2 years back a thug looking guy with tattoos body art looks like hes been working out trys to pick a fight with me lets say he almost ended up in a body bag I broke half his ribbs and disabled his right shoulder and shattered his left knees in tiny fragments & only thing I did was just disable the his wrist so he couldent hit me. There is a reason why I don't do lounges because I know there are always going to be guys like that. Even in real life Guys like that lie to GM's in lounges and owners. Don't Ever Fck with me.

Lies, All Lies
i work a lot, then i sleep. so if im not here to chat or play, and you expect me to, im very sorry, it cant always happen like that. it means nothing except im busy doing real things. the same thing goes for phone calls, i cannot always answer the phone, i might be elbow deep in breading chicken or i might have real company. this is a diversion for me, not my life. i come here to play, so play nice. i have no reason to lie to anyone. i dont have a webcam, i dont have any naughty pictures so if you're looking for that, move along. ive seen dicks, i dont need to see yours, you have nothing to prove to me. cyber sex and phone sex do not make sense to me, ooh baby baby baby, yes yes yes...you're still alone when its over. big deal.

Lies Don't Need An Aeroplane
"if you show up at my home, i will not open the door. if you try to force your way, i will not hesitate to call the cops." in case you heard otherwise, those were my actual words. they apply to (almost) everyone on fubar. (those of you in parentheses know who you are. thank you for your friendship and support.) (also, even if i really like you and you try to break into my home and it isn't for some damned good reason, like we are drunk and i lost my keys, then i will also call the cops because GODDAMNIT JUST WAIT FOR ME TO COME TO THE DOOR.) if you have no idea what this is about, consider yourself fortunate. & if you do know what this is about, kindly tell the person spreading rumors to stfu and mind their own fucking business. kthxbye.

Lie To Me
Lie to me and tell me everything is all right Lie to me and tell me that you'll stay here tonight Tell me that you'll never leave Oh, and I'll just try to make believe That everything, everything your telling me is true Come on baby won't you just Lie to me, go ahead and lie to me Lie to me, it doesn't matter anymore It could never be, the way it was before If I can't hold on to you Leave me somethin' I can hold onto For just a little while won't you, won't you let me be Oh, anyone can see That you love him more than me But right now baby let me pretend That our love will never end Lie to me, go ahead and lie to me

Lie To Me
"Lie to me," she begged, raising her tear-stained face to meet his gaze. "What?" he asked confused. "Why?" "Because I've realized that I am going to die alone. In the end you're always alone. How many times have we heard that? But the part that no one talks about is the beginning and the middle. They're lonely too." "We all get lonely sometimes." he put his arms around her, trying to soothe her. Angrily, she jerked away from him. "You just don't get it, do you?" I'm always alone! Even when I'm with you, with anyone or even everyone. I've screwed up my chance at happily ever after. Every night I sleep alone. The warm bodies I can cuddle up with a few and far between. And it's what I deserve. I'm a horrible person. So go ahead! Lie to me! Tell me that everything will be alright!" she screamed at him. "I can't." he replied softly, defeated, and walked away.

Lie To Me
12 STONES LYRICS "Lie To Me" Our candle burns away The ashes full of lies I gave my soul to you You cut me from behind Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You fallen again You're no super hero I found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was it worth it in the end... You said you were there for me You wouldn't let me fall All the times I shared with you Were you even there at all? Nowhere to run and no where to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You fallen again You're no super hero I found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was i

Lie To Me Once Shame On You
LIE TO ME TWICE SHAME ON ME LIE TO ME THE THIRD TIME , WE WILL SEE HE HE YOU GET WHAT YOU SOW , WHEN YOU LIE ABOUT SOMEONE, USE SOMEONE , TAKE ADVANTAGE OF SOMEONE. SHAME SHAME , BECAUSE NOW YOU ARE BUSTED. YOU HAVE MESSED WITH THE WRONG " LADY " WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND , AND KARMA IS ONE MOTHER FUCKER , IF I WAS YOU AND YOU KNOW EVERY WELL WHO YOU ARE , THEIR IS NOT A HOLE HUGE ENOUGH FOR YOU TO HIDE IN AND A ROCK FOR YOU TO CRAWL UNDER . SO . MSCAT GUESS WHAT YOU MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE USING ME , SHAME SHAME ON YOU .

Lie To Me
Lie to me, say that you need me That's what I wanna hear That is what, what makes me happy Hoping you'll be near All this time, how could I know Within these walls, I can feel you Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why You made me feel good, made me smile I see it now, and I, can say it's gone That would be a lie Cannot control this, this thing called love You must think, how can this be You don't really know me I can't tell, this ain't the time You'll never be mine What can I say, something 'bout my life I just lost again Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why You made me feel good, made me smile I see it now, and I, can say it's gone That would be a lie Cannot control this, this thing called love Always have to move on, To leave it all behind Go along with time Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why You made me feel good, made me smile I see it now, and I, can say it's gone That would be a lie Cannot con

Lie To Me
Lie to me It’s what I’m used to. Let me go It’s what I need. Hold my hand But only for a minute. Take your hand And let it roam free. Don’t compliment me I won’t ever believe it. Just criticize me It’s the only thing I know. Don’t kiss me softly I won’t feel it. Don’t shower me with attention You’ll never see me grow. Don’t call me when you’re supposed to I’ll always be waiting. Don’t tell me you need me I’ll always need you. Don’t try to understand It’s way too complicated. Lie to me I’ll always be your fool.

Lie There And Let Em Watch
There is just something about your body that drives me crazy… It’s not about the size, height, or weight or the skin tone of your Body, those things I don’t get caught up in what you may see as a flaw In your body… I appreciate your body just the way it is… It’s your soul from your heart that captures my emotions every time… I love how your body gets excited every time I come around… A spoken word from me, and it seems like your body looses all self-control… So much that drives me over the edge… Lie there and let me watch you… As you slowly undress yourself for me… Show me exactly what you want my mind to explore in your body For me to behold… As the softness of your breast spill forth… Lie there and let me watch you… As your nipples get so erect from my wanting desire to kiss them softly… Wanting to gently run my tongue over them softly as they get even more excited… Especially when you gently pinch them to turn me on, you know what I like… Slowly undress even more t

Lie To Me
Our candle burns away The ashes full of lies I gave my soul to you You cut me from behind Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You fallen again You're no super hero I found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was it worth it in the end... You said you were there for me You wouldn't let me fall All the times I shared with you Were you even there at all? Nowhere to run and no where to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You fallen again You're no super hero I found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was it worth it in the end Why'd you

Lie To Me
A candle burns away The ashes full of lies I gave my soul to you You cut me from behind Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cause who I am Is where you want to be Don't act like an angel You've fallen again You're no superhero I've found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say good bye Well good bye Was it worth it in the end? You said you were there for me You wouldn't let me fall All the times I shared with you Were you even there at all? Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cause who I am Is where you want to be Don't act like an angel You've fallen again You're no superhero I've found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say good bye Well good bye Was it worth it in th

Lie To Me
Rumour has it that your daddy's coming down He's gonna pay the rent Tell me baby, is this as good as this life is gonna get It feels like there's a stranger standing in these shoes But I know I can't lose me 'cause then I'd be losing you I know I promised baby I would be the one to make our dreams come true I ain't too proud of all the struggles And the hard times we've been through When this cold world comes between us Please tell me you'll be brave Cause I can realize the danger when forgiveness fades away Chorus: If you don't love me - lie to me 'Cause baby you're the one thing I believe Let it all fall down around us, if that's what's meant to be Right now if you don't love me baby - lie to me Pour another cup of coffee, babe I got something to say to you I ain't got the winning ticket Not the one that's gonna pull us through No one said that it'd be easy, let your old man take you home But know if you walk out on me That darling, I

Lie To Me
lie to me tell me you love me. whisper in my ear tell me you need me. tell me how badly you want me. Let me pretend for a while that u actually loved me just for a second before you shatter me. here i lay again upon the floor a million pieces love doesn't seem real any more. i dreamed last night... dreamed that you where here that u really wanted me but i know its not true. I'm not perfect but i really did love you. the times come now that I leave you behind... I'll miss the days you actually cared but I wont miss this empty feeling. I hide the pain so well but i cant pretend any more and I cant love you that way so just disappear before i resent ever knowing you. Just fade away like i know you should have done years ago

Lie To Me
Lie to me, tell me you love me, for just one moment make me believe Hold me closely, kiss me sweetly, and tell me you will never leave Who cares how bad I'll hurt tomorrow, if you can take my pain away? Show me life without sorrow, even if only for a day I'll leave all thoughts of her behind, it doesn't matter if it's true For on the morrow shall I find someone who lies as well as you

Lie To Me By 12 Stone
Our candle burns awayThe ashes full of liesI gave my soul to youYou cut me from behindNowhere to run and nowhere to hideYou're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the liesCuz who I am, is where you wanna beDon't act like an angelYou fallen againYou're no super heroI found in the endSo lie to me once againAnd tell me everything will be alrightLie to me once againAnd ask yourself before we say goodbyeWell goodbyeWas it worth it in the end...You said you were there for meYou wouldn't let me fallAll the times I shared with youWere you even there at all?Nowhere to run and no where to hideYou're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the liesCuz who I am, is where you wanna beDon't act like an angelYou fallen againYou're no super heroI found in the endSo lie to me once againAnd tell me everything will be alrightLie to me once againAnd ask yourself before we say goodbyeWell goodbyeWas it worth it in the endWhy'd you have to up and run awayA million miles awayI wanna close my eyes and make believeTha

Lie Trendy With Scarves From Myscarfshop.com
Season weaken is around the nook, thus, now is the advisable instance to cache fashionable key pieces in your press. Scarves are serviceable accessories that can now transform and flavor up your lie. These module cell you warm and dry during the cool seasons. They can be old in a lot of structure: as an eye-catching neckpiece, a cover-up or a headpiece. There are a open reach of materials, styles, prints and colors to take from. Cashmere joint These wonderful neckpieces are prefab from 100% guaranteed tender acrylic cashmere which instrument resource you near during the winter period. Cashmere scarves are really versatile and can be the perfect add-on to your irregular accumulation such as shorts, jumpers or with jeans. Models in runaways also don a scarf over their dress clothing same overcoats or pin variety suits for a assist of elegance and quality. They can also be eared over orbicular t-shirts and be a front endocrinologist. What's saving nearly this ornamentation is that it

Lieutenant General Lewis "chesty" Burwell Puller
Lieutenant General Lewis "Chesty" Burwell Puller, colorful veteran of the Korean fighting, four World War II campaigns and expeditionary service in China, Nicaragua and Haiti, was one of the most decorated Marines in the Corps, and the only Leatherneck ever to win the Navy Cross five times for heroism and gallantry in action. Promoted to his final rank and placed on the temporary disability retired list 1 November 1955, he died on 11 October 1971 in Hampton, Virginia after a long illness. The general's last active duty station was Camp Lejeune, North Carolina, where he was commanding the 2d Marine Division when he became seriously ill in August 1954. After that he served as Deputy Camp Commander until his illness forced him to retire. A Marine officer and enlisted man for 37 years, General Puller served at sea or overseas for all but ten of those years, including a hitch as commander of the "Horse Marines" in China. Excluding medals from foreign governments, he won a total of 14

The Lie We Live
Sometimes we all just want to run away, to the safe little havens over the hillside to a bitter sweet escape, we all know those safe places we want to go to just be free, where life instead only forces us down to fall on ones knees. We all are sick of lies and just hanging on to dreams that never come true, depression causes anger inside pushing us further away from a life we thought we knew, I was once taking on the world when I was so delighted to just be me, today it is only a complicated memory that left me jaded and looking out over this dark sea. People telling us that everything happens for a reason and for us to be strong, thats the biggest lie we have ever heard we all will tell ourselves, we never realize that time tends to heel even the darkness wounds, everything we must learn turns into a balance act thats always reoccurring. I'm not just another facile, self centered girl, I am just me a girl with ambition and determination that sometimes sends life in

Lie Without A Lover
Hey these nights are fashioned around you I guess a bit of path of love is no longer hauting you. Come and spring a new(flame) in my heart and take me over I'll be sitting around, waiting for you to perform Sing a song to me because I'm bored You bore me,you do You make me wanna run away from you. These days Hold me as I dwell in love, in a lie without a lover And these nights are cold I'm in your spell of lust As I lie without a lover. Now the nights are days And days I feel that you are just a hard way You find that you are You wanna love me Yes I love you for a thousand days. Ohhhahhh,love sweet love I know there is a way to help us blow below the flame. Yeah,put your hand... It caresses ahhhh... You remind me of a sence of censory, to a place with your peers...ahhh Will you run with me? Now these days Hold me as I dwell in love, in a lie without a lover And these nights are cold I'm in your spell of lust As I lie without a lover...with

A Lie Will Always Defeat The Truth
A Lie Will Always Defeat The Truth A Lie will always defeat the truth. Weight leaves in anger from my shoulders. Words of wisdom crush hope. What is real? I thought I knew. How could I lie to someone, I cared for? How could you lie to me, your words pierced me. The tremble of your soul injects fear into my heart. I will stand alone. This gentle mind, the one inside me will never hurt you. Actions speak louder than words will ever. So I will show you my sincerity in the shape of my still beating heart.

Lie With Me - Rafy 2007
Lie With Me created @ 2008-05-24 06:42:07 Come Lie with me in soft, deep green blades of wild grass, Each blade caresses the softness of your skin. Listen to the medley of the falls joined by the songs of birds. The wind whispers secrets in your ears. Come rest with me under the dancing kisses of the stars. Feel with me the power of the falls, Experience the freshness of each droplet, Savor the sweetness of its taste, Rest your body, soul, and mind. Marvel within at the blessings of our world. Escape into your inner peace. Copyright Rafy 2007

Life
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MET ON HERE. YOU SHOULD ALWAYS LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. DONT HOLD NOTHING BACK. DONT TAKE ANYTHING OR ANYONE FOR GRANTED. TELL PEOPLE EVERYDAY HOW YOU FEEL. GO PLACES SEE THE WORLD. HAVE FUN. YOU SHOULD LIVE LIFE LIKE YOU WERE DYING BECAUSE YOU JUST NEVER KNOW. I HAVE A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE WHO IS. I HAVE LEARNED ALOT FROM HIM.HE HAS TAUGHT ME MANY THINGS. HE IS MY BEST FRIEND. SO THAT IS WAT I AM GONNA DO. I AM GONNA GO OUT THERE AND SEE THE WORLD AND DO THINGS THAT I AM NORMALLY AFRAID OF DOING. I AM GONNA LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST. YOU SHOULD TOO. THANK YOU, HUGS TO ALL MY FRIENDS

Life
PATHWAYS Well, it had been yet another bad day in the office, and once again it was the fault of that new girl, MaryAnne. She is one of those Wiccans, a so called witch. How can anyone in their right mind make this claim, knowing that it goes against God and all of the teachings of the bible? She doesn't even have the common decency to keep her satanic symbol, her pentagram necklace hidden from the view of the decent, God fearing people in the office. She has some nerve. I find that I cannot hate her for this though, for I know that she has been deceived. Satan works his evil in ways that she cannot see. I've seen that so called Wiccan Rede that she has tacked to the wall above her computer. On the surface, it looks like a decent loving belief, but all one must do is look, look closely and see that by practicing this way, and not embracing Jesus Christ as savior she is on the pathway to hell. As I've said, it was a bad day in the office. Thre

Life
The name, Your name, invokes the mysterious. The name, Your name, reaches my essence, The true, living spirit in me. I can become lost in its sonorous tone, a tone Which makes me ponder and reflect About you and what I have found. It is beginning to call for me, To call me from Afar, a feeling so perfect I feel its summon as I speak, hear or think Your name, I feel it again, as I have only once before, At least only as I have truly felt it in my soul, But now, I have It controlled. I am Master, but Only for a short time; then I will be overwhelmed. You dissipate my prolonged sadness. Your name, the deep beauty in it, and Your lovely pretty face all make me Feel happy, enlivened, joyous and delighted. What's in a name? All of this is embedded in yours. Your pure, ice-blue eyes add more power to you. I become lost in them, not mysteriously lost as if I were in the dark, but rather the feeling Of being lost in a sunset. Your soft, flowing brown hair highlights the

****life List*****
~*~*~*~ Life List ~*~*~*~*~*~ today i was watching ellen and she was talking about life list..which i thought was a reat ideal...a life list is a list u can add to and check off as you go along...you add things in life you want to accomplish and when you fullfill one you check it off...so i decided to start one here...and i plan on accomplishing all that i put down..and no you do not have to go in order when fullfilling them... EXMP...number 22 u want to meet a the president..u go to local saintinist ritual he's there u say hi..hey u meet the devil oops i mean bush you can then cross 22 off list...lol... my life list.... 1. I want to build a stronger relationship with god.. 2, i want to either be in the army or in collage by janurary 3. I wanna learn how to be happy in everyday life. 4.can u say stress management. 5. i want to be a positive rolemodel for kids in my neighberhood! 6. i want to meet andy garcia (hey i can dream) 7. i want to visit greec

Life
Sometimes it feels like all I have worked for and wanted in my life.. Just falls apart.. Theres a emptiness inside me and I just dont know how to make it feel whole again. We live we learn... and we love.. although love is sometimes blind.. and sometimes sad and sometimes heart breaking.. never say you regret the feeling that you had at that moment when you said the words I love you. to alot of people its just words... to me its the passion and the fire in my life.. something I dont want to live without

Life
Well this is my first blog:P I took my lil girl to the Dr. to day for her one yearly heart check up and the doctor was a lil concerned about her development of her heart and that she may have to have surgery again ;'( but she said for now she just wants to wait and see what happens over the next year so now I’m a lil worried about hat and my lil girl also went for her 4 year old shot today pore thing cried she has never cried for any of her shot before made me cry but I hope the out come of her heart turns out that she don’t have to have surgery again the last one was the longest 9 hours of my life well I’m out of here and headed t bed been a long day night night

Life
I have really been enjoying my time here on LC. Today I had a rather bad experience. Since I have started here I have read bulletins stating that nudity shots were not permitted. That as long as there was some clothing...at least around the general area that it was okay. Today I look up to the people online and see an upfront open view pussy shot. It really irritated me that women have to think that that is the only way they can get attention. It also irritated me that she felt the need to have everyone look....even those that wouldn't look to begin with. I am here for the friends and the company of people to talk to. I would rather not look at the T & A. I think people should have a choice. Put it in a folder...mark it private or with a label for people to know what it is. That way they have a choice to open it or not. To have it as a primary pic...that is ridiculous. Okay...so much for ranting...Just needed to get my point across.....

Life...
There are times, My life seems so empty. There are times, I feel so alone and uneasy. There are times, I don't care to live any longer. There are times, Everyone else seems much stronger. There are times, I feel no love at all. There are times, Deeper into depression I fall. There are times, I know I'll die all alone. There are times, My family would be happier if I were gone. These are the times, Of my cursed life!!!! AUTHOR: JOE S.

Life
Life Written by Amanda J. Hollis Life has a funny way of driving you crazy, making things hard... It’s like playing a game, and you keep wishing that the next will be your card... There will be ups and most deffinatly will be downs... There will be smiles and most certianly frowns... They say that there are lessons to be learned and growing to be done... Sometimes it feels like your drowning, and sometimes your having lots of fun... You’ll fall in love , you’ll have your heart broken... You’ll say how you feel, some words will go unspoken... You’ll make lots of friends and you’ll have some enemies too... You’ll have some be unfaithful and some will be true... You’ll follow your dreams and you’ll run into the roadblocks of life... You’ll be a brother, a sister, a father, a mother, a husband, and maybe a wife... You’ll take the bad times along with the good... Let’s hope you get out of life all that you should... You’ll take the risks, you’ll challenge wh

Life
5:59 am, Sept. 14, 2006 It is very early in the morning as I am setting here speculating the meaning of life as another family member of mine has enterd this world. Brenton Wayne, Jr. 9lbs, 4oz. . I wonder what his life will be like. I wonder will it be happy and joyful or we he have a hard-knock life as I and his mother have had. His life has proven to give him a hard time already, as he was born by c-section, he just didn't want to come out. I don't really blame him, for he could stay in the cozy warmness of his mothers body, being forever nurtured and sheltered from this very cold existence. She called me as soon as she had delivered, of course I was asleep with it being 4:30 in the morning. I can't seem to get back to sleep now, for the memories of the birth of my son, haunting my very existence at this moment. My son, Shane Micheal, was born Sept. 27, 1999. After the big ordeal with his father left me homeless and penniless, I was left with the pieces of my life and i lost my so

Life
lately ive wonder if theres a point. i have alot going and i know that, i have a beautiful baby boy, i have my health and his, i have and maintain a nce apartment, i have a loving and caring family and circle of friends but.... thers gotta be more somewhere. life has not yet given me what every person looks for... true love... undying love... is it out there? does it exist for me? guess ill have to play the waiting game again on this one.

Life!
As I opened my eyes and gazed up at the sky, I recalled my past and how the years just flew by. Childhood games with the neighborhood kids, Fond memories of my very first kiss. Recess at school and bad cafeteria food, Never breaking the rules at my Elementary School. Middle School years brought me lots of tears, Bullies and peers were my biggest fears. High School begun and man was it fun, With making kids laugh and cutting class. School starts to such and I knew I was stuck, In those classes of hell that I always failed. Dropped out of school and started breaking the rules, Brought my family to shame cause I was such a pain. Parties, drugs, and beer for the next couple of years, Being so ignorant and then I got pregnant. Now I have kids and once again life begins!

Life
I've tried silence I've tried violence To keep the love of my life with me, But sometimes I wonder how it will be If I just sit back and let it all go... Darkness will conquer my aching soul Is "I Love You" just a phrase? conflicting emotions put me in a daze Because I know I Love You... I hope you still feel it, too I must act now to prevent our calamity Even if it means I plead insanity... When love is real, when love is strong, You've got to fight to right the wrongs Don't make me die, dont let me suffer, Please dont make this any tougher! You mean too much to me to let this sleep... I will win in the end for the one I must keep

Life
How is it that I work my ass off all day and have a second job but yet I still seem to have no money after bills. I'm exhausted from it. Right now I got 3 or more guys wanting to sleep with me but they don't want to be with me wtf? Its a rainy and dreary day not o cold but cold enough for me to wear a sweatshirt. 35 minutes and i get to go pick up one of the boys god help me. I had a procedure done friday which prevents me from any sexual activity which really sucks since its been since last saturday(shhhh.... wasn't supposed to do it) But luckily they only found one spot to take a biopsy of instead of three like the last time well thats it for now

Life Changing X X X
Over the past few months ive certainly done some life changing things x me an tribal have had calum, who is 6 months now (i wouldnt change it for the world. And now we are in the process of moving to cornwall over 200 miles away x tribal is already there an calum is at his grannys, its only been a few days but im finding it hard already x x

Life
"I ask myself 'why?' everyday. But I never get an answer as to why things happen. With guys, careers, friends and anything eles. I wish I knew the answers to things and to take things abck that I reget deepply." I wrote this morning in psychology. Hmm... psychology ... thinking maybe there a coincidence between the two idk. But from that moment until 9pm I was fine I wasnt upset or anything just chill when I thought about things. Once 9:00 hit I became upset abotu what has happened in the past few weeks. And because I was upset I got more upset about being upset. I wish I didnt think anymore. I wish I was numb to everything. Im not really a smoker. And I try not to smoke when I get the urge to but recently Ive been so fed up that I want to smoke and destroy my body. Why cant I just be normal* again? *NORMAL: me on a regular day not caring not happy not sad .. just chill

Life
On the first day God created the dog. God said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and I'll give you back the other ten." So God agreed. On the second day God created the monkey.

Life
What are they doing to her? Stop it! Please, just stop it! Why are they hurting her? Oh, those screams! She can’t take much more. Why are they hurting her? What did she ever do to them? When will they stop? Will they ever stop? I hate myself. I feel so powerless to help her, And yet I feel like this is all my fault. I so sorry honey. I never meant to cause you any pain. I didn’t think it would be this way. Please, stop hurting her mister! Why won’t they listen? She’s had enough. Please, stop. Stop it! Stop it, NOW!!! She’s silent. It’s over. Is she okay. I’m so sorry honey. One of the men spots me. He’s coming this way. He’s motioning for me to come over Walking cautiously over he speaks: “Congratulations. It’s a boy!”

Life
We are all faced with a series of great opportunities brilliantly disguised as impossible situations When written in Chinese, the word "crisis" is composed of two characters-one represents danger, and the other represents opportunity. The more we try to define ourselves, the more we drown in our own confusion. The most valuable thing you can make is a mistake - you can't learn anything from being perfect.

Life Is An Infinite......
life is an infinite abyss of pain and love that never ends we love it pains us in the end we love again and again sum how it pains us no matter if your in a never ending relationship love will always pain you fuck love ima fine a new way to pain myself that ill enjoy

Life...
The past couple of weeks have been pretty awesome..I smile constantly and the kids are doin great! Austyn is adjustin to his teacher a lil more with each passin day..and well Bekka is just Bekka...She hasn't got any nicer..but not really any meaner either..They now wake me up every morning by climbing into my bed and givin me kisses, I love this..who wouldn't want to be woke up this way at 6 am everday..I know I'm not complainin...I got bored with the hair color so I changed it again today before I went out tonight..hard to really tell what color it's gonna lighten into..but it's pretty n I think I like it..for now anyways lmao...Tomorrow I have muh nephews B-day party and I can't wait to see him and his Mommy!! I miss them so much...between work and life we just haven't been able to meet up lately so I'm looking forward to tomorrow more than anything...My brother is home safe from Korea so I can breathe again and his family is all well and fine..Can't believe it's been 7 months sinc

Life In Genral
Ok folks, this is your chance to state how you feel or what you feel on the subject: Why is ok for a guy to have meanless sex but if a girl has it there a hoe a slut and easy all that good stuff. Why is it unacceptable or taboo if a women jokes or talks about her sex life in public but, its score one for the guy if they talk about it. Personally, I dont see why if a women talks about what she did can't just be considered that she just had a good time why cant women just act like a normal person or have the same standards a guy does. Men always say awe shes a slut she did this and that she did so and so on the first night how ever I dont see the guys complaining when it happens to them or they do complain of they dont get any. i think you just like confusing the hell out of us which way do you want it the good girl way or the slutty way geesh make up your mind. Tell me what you think.

Life's Cycle
At age four, success is not peeing in your pants. At age twelve, success is having friends. At age sixteen, success is having a driver's license. At age twenty, success is having sex. At age thirty five, success is having money. At age fifty, success is having money. At age sixty, success is having sex. At age seventy, success is having a driver's license. At age seventy five, success is having friends. At age eighty, success is not peeing in your pants.

Life Sux Ass
u kno wat sux 1) not being able to be with the guy u love 2)goin to a skool thats hard as hell 3)havin a mom thats old fashioned blak and strict as hell 4)being a slut 5)nvr havin the balls to run away 6)nvr havin a place to run away to 7)not knowing wat the hell ur here for 8)bein lectured by adults on crapp wher they dont evn kno wat theyr talkin about i hate it wen adults say..."well i was ur age once too" cuz im like...umm well u wer nvr me and u didnt hav as much shitt to deal with that the youth of america has to deal with today evry single time i want to run away...somethin always pulls me bak from doin it... like the fact i hav no money, nowher to go, nuthin to do im screwd mentally alot and love sux ass hard very hard cuz its not all roses and chocolate like the movies make it seem its hard-kore emotions and all the shitt that comes with it along with tears and pain FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! emotionally screwd is no way to live or to ex

Life And Humans
Why do humans act the way they do? (thanks X LOL) I am really tired of everyone using me as the scape goat or to feed there drama lovin minds. That is their problem! I always seem to get the blame for things that I do not do...why is that you ask? I am not sure.... but it stops from this day forth! Let's see I have been taught that honesty is the best policy...ummm yea, who said it? Cause it bites me! Why can some people have and live by a double standard and "ELIZABETH" can't? well I am sick of alot of shit!! My life is in turmoil as we speak I am an adult! Don't need the drama! Don't wanna hear about how I have hurt someone cause I was concerned!! And further more!! To all the haters I can't help it if your man wants me!!! And you that have said you have been with me...GET A LIFE!! NEVER GONNA GET IT!! FED UP! LIZZY BORDON!

Lifeless Love...
Touch my cold lips, Hold my hand, With your fingertips, Trace our love, Whisper a sweet thing or two, In my ear, Show me the sun setting with a sky so blue, You know I love you so. I'll take you away, And save you from the merky water, With our bodies so close on the grass we'll lay, In the darkness, Of a cold room, You feel my heart, it's lifeless, But I'm still awake, How can that be, Could this be fake, Or am I just dead, The living dead, I do not wish to scare your nights, I just wanted my beloved, You never knew, In the darkness, Of a cold room, You feel my heart...lifeless.

Life Is Love
Life is love Without love We wouldn't have life Don't be greedy Be good to your neighbor Treat him with love And in return he shall do the same Treat your enemies with respect They may change Just in time To help you Love is life Life is love Without life There wouldn't be love Without love There wouldn't be life Always remember Love is life And life is love

Life
SITTING HERE, LOOKING AT THE PAST, AT THE ONE PERSON I KNEW I COULD RUN TO, TO HIDE BEHIND, TO GO TO WHEN I NEEDED, I ASK MYSELF, WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE TO KEEP HIM, WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE TO SHOW HIM THAT LIFE ANIT THAT BAD, HOW COULD I HAVE MADE HIM MORE HAPPY. ALL I COME UP WITH IS MAKING MY LIFE ALL ABUOT HIM, GIVING ALL MY TIME, GIVING HIM WHAT HE NEEDED 24/7. I CANT SEEM TO TELL MYSELF THAT EVERYTHING WITH BE OK. MY HEART HAS BROKE, HELP ME PICK UP THE PIECES!!!!!

Life
While you are reading this, I want you to take a second to look around you. Are you at home, surrounded by all your things? Things that you have spent the last few years of your life acquiring, some may have been in your family for decades, others you may have just bought and paid way too much money for! (We have all been there) Are there pictures hanging on your walls, pictures of your kids, family, friends, pets? Maybe your diploma or your marriage license. Do you have your children's baby pictures tucked away in a box somewhere you think is safe? What about your other important documents, like yours or your children's Birth Certificates, your Social Security Cards, Tax Papers and returns, The deed to your Home or Car, Life Insurance Policies? What about the computer you are reading this on? What do you have saved on it that you can't replace? Do you own or rent your home? Neither is the correct answer, so it is only for reference purposes. How much equity do you have built into y

Life Sucks...
Hey first post yayness ^^ anyways i guess i will start by acknowledging a t-shirt i saw last nigth i felt was Priceless. I was on register 15 (The Cigerette Lane) at work, (Wal*Mart)anyways. this woman come through she was wearing a black shirt which i noticed had writing on it, i waited til she got to the front of the line to read it and i wish i wouldnt have read it because it read "Love sucks....True Love Swallows" it took all my strength to hold back my laughter. anyways. I am Heading back home, dad is sick and i need to save some money. Floriduh here i come ^^ I am totally home sick. I cant wait i leave the 6th. Aaron doesnt want me to go but he understands the circumstances. i will write more later Peace out!

Life..
I wonder why we as human beings always seem to think that when things are at there worst...they will never get better. I myself am guilty of this. I have found myself in the position so many times to just feel tired...to not want to go on. Just stumble around this hectic world until my lottery number comes up and I get hit by a greyhound bus while walking across the street, talking on my cell-phone like a fucking zombie. But it's strange. Some how, some way, things always turn around. They always get better. Do we always recognize this? No...I don't think we do. Sometimes that pit of self-pity that we drown ourselves in feels too comfortable, to warm. Those jacuzzi jets are on full speed hitting you right in the middle of the back, the sweet spot. Who would want to drag themselves away from that when it becomes what we are used too? There have been a few times in my life when I have let the upward climb go completely over my head. I was so miserable I didn't realize

Life
********************* CJ Bond 2006 © ********************* Parents in the background fighting all the time, alcoholic breath, smoke from cigarettes, voices echo in my head, nowhere for me to turn, just to sit here listen to everyone bickering and fighting it’s horrible, tears run down my face, no one to hug the pain away, I wish someone would pull me out, it’s cold, it’s scary, it’s hell, somewhere you enter and somewhere you can’t find a exit to get out.

Life Is How You Live It!!
I HAVE ALL WAYS HEAR LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.. I SAY LIVE LIFE TO ITS FULLEST...LIVE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW.... HAVE FUN AND MAKE FRIENDS......AND NEVER PUT OFF TODAY FOR TOMORROW.. IT MAY NOT COME...... MY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!! ENJOY LIFE AND BE HAPPY DONT WORRY.... JUST REMEMBER WHEN U THINK YOUR LIFE SUCKS, SOMEONE SOMEWHERE IS WORST THEN YOURS... AND IF YOU NEED A GOOD LAUGH JUST COME SEE ME I WILL MAKE U LAUGH..... WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE CRYING,TRY SMILING ... JUST REMEMBER GOD LOVES YOU AND SO DO I!!!!!!! YOUR FRIEND LUCKY

Life
Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming ... "WOW!! WHAT A RIDE!"

Life
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed, It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have Or what kind of car you drive. Or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, Or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown, Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardised tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your" sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who wil

Life Cycle Is All Backwards
I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should start out dead; just get it right out of the way. You wake up in a senior care facility and start feeling better every day. You get kicked out of there for being too healthy, go collect your pension, then, when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're "generally" promiscuous and you get ready for High School. After High School, you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play or nap all day, you have no responsibilities. You become a baby with no cares whatsoever. Then, you spend your last 9 months floating peacefully with luxuries like central heating, spa treatments, room service on tap, larger living quarters everyday. and then...you finish off as an orgasm! What a way to go!!!

Life.. And Its Scars
eye know whats going on, you keep dragging me down,down to the pits. pick up your crosses they say, but theirs are still in there closets, hypocrites! eye preach perfection, though i am not perfect, my white cloak is corrupted, i need to be cleansed. my soul is drawn away, afraid of after its all over, afraid of everything before, to come back to haunt me, life of agony, a life of fear, all of this, over a single solid tear. frozen on this cold heart of hate, the air outside is warm, but its cold inside, my walls, they come down, only to bury me in my own rubble, my regrets. my life sits on the edge of a blade, one wrong move, i could throw it all away. a shove in the right, direction just might, set me apart from those who depart, from this world, without ever knowing, what they were worth, or what life was for. to be unknown, by this world, is the thought, that leaves me in turmoil. you say your words, wi

Life Straight
WHY IS IT WE TRY TO GO FOWARD AND EVERYTHING YOU TRY JUST TAKES YA RIGHT BACK TO THE BEGINING AGAIN AS A LOT OF POEPLE IN MY LIFE KNOWS I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL IN DEC OF LAST YEAR DIEN CUZ MY PANKREASE SHUT DOWN MAKN ME AN INSTANT DIABETIC HAD TO SHOOT MYSELF FOR 2 MONTHS STRAIGHT WITH 100CC OF INSULIN 3 TIMES A DAY OR MORE ONE DAY I HIT A NERVE IN MY STUMACH AND SAID ENOUGH OF THAT SHIT AND HAVNT TAKN IT SINCE AND MY SUGAR IS NORMAL AGAIN WELL I WENT BACK TO WORK FOR ABOUT 2 MONTHS THINKN I WAS FINALY GETN MY LIFE STRAIGHT AGAIN AND HAD TO GO IN FOR PHYSICAL WELL GUESE WHAT IM BACK NOT WORKN AGAIN AND IT WASNT CUZ OF INSULIN NOW ITS HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE WELL IVE TREID EVERYTHING TO LOWER IT AND ALL IT DOUSE IS RAISE SO GUESE IM FUCKED WHATS WORSE IS THAT SOCIAL SECURITY WITH ME LOOSN EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IN A COUPLE MONTHS INCLUDING MY FIANCE CUZ SHE COULDNT HANDLE ME NOT BEEN ABLE TO WORK FUNNY HOW LOVE IS/ I COME TO IT THAT LOVE REVOLVES AROUND MONEY ANYMORE/ HA I SHOULD FIND A SUG

Life Is Disappointing Eh?
Gotta love ppl who ask to see private pics. However as you all know...theres nothing dirty in my albums. Damn pervs!!! Sorry just ranting!! Actually I get more women asking lmao!!! Imma good girl..I aint showin nuttin I wouldnt show to my mama!

Life Sucks Sometimes
omg i have no idea what im going to write here. but im bored so i figured i would mess around a little bit.life....is hard. its been really hard lately. surprisingly im taking all pretty well i think. im not blowing up and im settling back into a depression. at least i hope not. im eating and sleeping. im not crying all the time. which is good. im working a lot though. which is probably helping a lot. it gives me something to take my mind off whats going on in my personal life. weee ok im done being a freak.

Life Is Kicking My Ass!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes life kicks you in the ass!!!I have had a week from hell.Some of you may have seen the my nickname is not bloodlust1313 anymore on the 14th my email with that name got hacked by some asshole that got a "friend" of mines email and yahoo id.He sent me a massage to take a look at some new pics he had and thinking it was my "friend sending it I went to it and was asked to log back into yahoo.As many of you know this will happen from time to time.So i loged into what I was thinking was yahoo and this asshole got my id and passward...........I have tryed to get it back but I made that id over 10 years ago and don`t even know some of the info on it anymore.........I have been so down all I want to do is fall in a hole and die.Then today I`m geting ready to goto work for a payday meeting and my van is dead so Gavin and I had to walk there.I don`t know where I`m going to get the money to fix my van.I had some very good things happen in the last few weeks like my hubby got a job working

Life From Life, Love From Love
Shes been there for me since day one. Showing mom the ropes on motherhood. Shes taught me so much about life. You've given me so much knowlege. Cooking, our country, our everyday lives. You have been there watching and protecting me as if I were your own. Through out the years it broke ur heart to hear me cry. You tried to make my life easier when it was at it's hardest. You gave me strength when i was weak. You were my midnight phone call whenever I couldnt sleep or just needed to hear the voice of someone familiar who cared. Although I know you still wouldnt mind me doing it, I would not do that to you in your condition. For life has taken its toll on you. The years have caught up and now sickness is your closest friend. You suffer. I wish u didnt suffer. You yearn for air, I wish I could bring it to you. You are so weak. I wish I could make you strong! I love you so much, I hope you know it so well you can feel it. Thank you for always being the light in my life and alw

Life...sigh
Have you ever just wondered why life can seem so freakin tough sometimes? I mean what have you done to deserve one thing after another hitting you an knocking you back down knowing you just got up from the last hit. Just one of them thinking nights obviously and before ya even read on NO I am not suicidal(sp)lol. Seems like everytime I have a positive outlook on something, something seems to go wrong. Guess that would be the story of my life right now. All the stress that I have built up seems to never set free. If its not work its my personal life. When does it ever end? or does it even? I'm begining to think not. The work stress really is stupid. Its not my job that stress's me really, its the atmosphere around me. Always having to be on your toes. Not knowing whats gonna happen next due to the people in the work place around you. The freaking cowards an hypocrites that the are. So nice to your face, and talkin shit behind your back. The only solution I even see to this is for me

Life Sux
Well, i was starting to plan on moving to New Mexico and have a roomate and everything, the only problem is that i have nowhere to keep my dog...the place where my friend is now, doesn't allow dogs and i've been trying practically EVERYTHING i can to find somewhere for my dog to stay for a little while til we can get a bigger place and somewhere that will allow dogs. I would pay for everything...if someone could just give him a place to stay whatever they have to pay for they could give me the bill every month and i will reimburse them. i asked one of my cousins and uncle who live close to where i will be and they both said no. my uncle gave me this long speech about if i go up there i'm on my own, i can go by and visit them, but if i get kicked out by my friend, then i am not allowed to stay there...and i understand that. but i know for a fact that my friend won't kick me out. he's not like that, he would make sure i had somewhere to go first...and now i'm starting to reach out to jus

Life As I Know It...
Ok - I know most of you that might be reading this will be men, but I still need to vent. My mom told me a couple of days ago that she had seen my myspace page and that I shouldn't have pictures of my children on it and have pictures like I do (the same as here) on there. To stave off an arguement, I just let her say her peace. Then I immediately went to myspace and deleted my profile. My question is this...at 36 years old and the mother of 2 children...should I let her "control" my life like that? Yes, I am on the computer quite a bit, but at least I'm not out running the bars. I am home with my children. Is that a bad thing? I'm just really confused right now. Why does she feel the need to want to control my life? I do understand that she's from the "old school," but come on. Arrrrrgggghhhhh. My Friday started out shitty and is still shitty with tons of rain. Yeah, I guess you could say I'm in a funk. I just want to grow up. OMG, just imagine if she managed to make it here

Life Lesson Learned
I closed another chapter in my life. i seen some gorgeous sites while i was on my adventure to minnesota. the person i visited was a waste of time. selfish, and a player comes to mind.. i just hope that some day i can find a man who can look at me or talk about me the way he did about someone. his eyes turned a deep ocean blue.. you could tell he is in love with her.. yeah a waste of time. but that is ok.. life is going good.. and i couldnt be much happier.. just sad that i could of gotten that stuff down here in austin and went to the bar and drank it away. i did a lot of thinkin driving back down. i am doing good. i am not on line much anymore due to the fact i live near my brother near ft worth. well i guess that is all i have to say..

Life Goes On
life goes on..here i am working...bored kinda cold..and sick haha yeah, finally get to be as healthy as possible and damn, my mom jumps on the picture and i'm sick again..I got a TA position so i'm all happy...sucks though, i'm working too..yeah, so life goes on..i'm a grey's anatomy fan and i'm in lvoe with mc dreamy haha...alright i give up...

Life
Well,, dont u wish life was a Fairy Tale.. where all your dreams come true? If only it was that easy. everything would be great.. but hello wake up call.. life never is easy.. so you just have to buck up and take life by the balls.. because if u dont life will just walk all over you.. yea its that time of the month and yes im a bitch.. but oh well life is grand.. it is.. but in its own little special way.. i sometimes wonder.. how special.. then i just look at my kids.. and think... man you put that there little goo comes out and 9 months later you have a beautiful baby.. LoL.. that was made out of love, or some cases lust.. some thing that little can become so big and feel your life with love and happiness.. so life is grand after all and you do have your happy ending.. just knowing that your kids are there to drive you nutts but love u at the same time.. and break your heart and step on your toes.. but i would not change anything in my life... Love u guys.. love mom...

Life !
1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", mean it.; 5. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt, but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slowly, but think quickly. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Say "bless you" w

Life
Well I haven't had the best week. Some know that. It sometimes seems like things are falling apart all around me and I can't do anything to stop it. I mean I got a raise yesterday at work YAY me, but still it couldn't over shadow all the other things. But this morning I got some of the best news I've had in a while. I'm gonna be an aunt again My best friend called me to tell me that her baby sister is pregnant again. Now you have to understand this girl (although she's not a girl anymore) is like my little sister. I've watched her grow from this little pain in the ass child to a beautiful woman. It's funny when you watch someone grow how proud of them you can be. She's been married for awhile now and already has one adorable little boy. But a couple of years ago she miscarried and it just broke everybodys heart. So I'm sooooo excited for her, baby is supposed to be due in March. So as Becky said around Feb the baby watch will be on. So I ask the everybody send up a little pr

Life Without You
There is no life without you. Without you there is emptiness, sadness, and pain. How can I live a day without you? I cant because if you are not there by my side, I cry, all turns to gray and darkness fills the sky with tears. My life without you is nothing, my life without you is empty. My love for you is eternal, and it will always be there for you as so will I. You gave me the key to your heart, I locked it in mine and I promised to never let it go. My soul is powered by your love, the only thing in this world that keeps it alive, is you. Day by day it is you, that makes me smile, that makes me laugh, and inside makes me cry because you, and your love, is so special to me, you spark my life with joy. Every night I cry not yet a tear of sadness, but a tear of happiness. Ever since I met you, I never knew that love can feel so good, I never knew my heart could beat so fast, so strong. You have filled my life with happiness but most of all you have filled my heart with love. Bef

Life As We Know It.
Sometimes life comes at us like a lion other times it's like a sheep on the side of a brook. Why do things have to be so hard? Why do we all worry about what the past is when we owe nothing but the future? Why not love instaed of hate? These all all questions on the hearts and minds of so many, remember " no greater gift can man give than to give of himself for another." Why not give every day? Show your love as each day blooms.

Life Steps
Life's Next Step Walking away from the familiar and known Sometimes we can’t change the speeds at which we grow; All of it is synchronicity, you see, One moment leading onto another. Moments feeling eternal other times fleeting. The changes coming Often: whether we want them or not, But some are a surprise As I found out the other day When my life ascended into a new moment Leaving the old and safe, behind. A new horizon bathes me in light, Music feels good and once again my soul can smile, A new life ahead of me The old falling like dead skin, Leaving a trail behind. Me, feeling reborn Life’s Next Step A moment's journey Shaping an eternity.

Life
You scored as Balanced. Perspective.. Good job! I love people like this. They're not happy all the time and yet they don't complain that much either. (I don't hate the other types! I love them all... just you know I prefer people like you ;) ) You don't bother with getting upset over the small things, you do get depressed but you do get happy too. People may call you unpredictable, but to you, your normal. Keep going the way your going and many opportunites will open for you. Congratualtions for the awesome result!Tell me what you think! Negative feedback VERY welcome! Tell me how to fix it :) Balanced. Perspective.85%Content. Calm.75%Hate Life. Pestimistic.70%Giving up hope. Depressed.55%Happy. Optimistic.45%How do you see life? (ANIME PICS + DETAILED ANSWERS)created with QuizFarm.com

Life
Life The sword of time will pierce our skin, It doesn't hurt when it begins, Inching slowly in, Watch for the razor's grin, At first it only bleeds but a trickle, But life wants more for it is fickle, Life is a knife to the aware, Cutting pain to share, So it pours upon the floor, But life laughs and asks for more, Tiled black and white, smooth cares, The floor of dreams rips and tears, The bloody puddle grows ever deep, But life goes on without a peep, So into the warm embrace, We fall without a trace. Copyright ©2006 Delmina DeSousa

Life's Love Again
Life's Love Again by Peter Walsh Yesterday?s mongering now gone And earned idleness at hand, I sit to scan the mountain?s morn As Ra begins his flaming brand Upon all flowers, plants- and man. Another day presents its plea To use its time constructively And ne?re to waste the moment?s plush Or wonder how to join the rush That tramples thought and flavor, And prevents goodly, wistful savor If I could hold my breath (Not so long as Death) but long enough to see... Would Time then stop for me? A mere second, a minute please... To be all mine and not to ease Away among the flow That moves to go, to go.... Ah, what treasure then I?d have To use it like a salve When the sweep of passing on Becomes the briefest song? I?d use that moment then To live life?s love again.

Life Sucks
Does anyone else's life suck really bad? I am going through some really tough times and decisions along with alot of heartbreak. I was just wondering if I am in this boat alone or if there is anyone else out there that understands. I guess it is like I always say...life sucks then you die...except for my son...he is great

Life's Intent
When I think of your love I smile from within my heart. When I think of being with you I wish we would never part. Your love is my companion when days are long and cold. Your love is my destiny when our lives grow old. To be your love forever is my life's intent. Your love is my endeavor. For you are heaven sent.

Life
im afraid of many things; love is one of them. ive never quite been in a situation like the 1 im in now... i thought everything was fine in my life then all of a sudden something happens... i was content with my life with my boyfriend but not always necessarily happy with things... and then i had a chance meeting with well Chance he is such a sweet beautiful person and feelings are definately evolving... he is always on my mind but he is so far away out of reach. i wish i could just throw everything away and be with him but there are things that must keep me back. hopefully i will figure out what to do but no matter what i do some1 will get hurt...

Life
Streetwalkers The grieved lived and the joyous died. The streetwalkers burn tireless in their death. The children came needing every hour so many had left their mother's arms; left there at the grave. Hearts full of fire black and charred, they lay on a cold stone their tears engraved. Church singers sang when the darkness began, It all kindled into black, a star was broken. No magic or miracle can atone. Forgive us forgive or give us, we want death that they might live again. I might believe, if only I could hold them now. I might not fall apart, I might want to live again. The sun will rise, the birds will sing, the wind will blow, but death quiets them all the whole earth is in a still. Can't you see? Where is the supreme light? Where is the logic that makes this right?

Life
Too many times I think we over look things that are right there in front of us. We seek things that we never really want and for what purpose? Is it because we know that we can't have them or just to complicate our lives more than they already seem to be. This can be said for many aspects of our lives from materialistic things that we think we have to have to the person that becomes the object of our desire. Has our world gone that wrong that we cannot appreciate what we aleady have and find contentment in that? A prime example of this is our divorce rate in America. Ask yourselves why this is so. Is it because we believe the grass is greener on the other side? Or is it because we are so disconnected with those that we are supposed to be closest too that we start to find another to fill that void in which we in many ways created ourselves. It may not have been intentional but nonetheless it becomes. I think that we look for something that is just instantaneous without wanting to put

Life
LIFE ISN'T ABOUT KEEPING SCORE. OR ABOUT HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU HAVE. OR HOW ACCEPTED YOU ARE. NOT ABOUT IF YOU HAVE PLANS THIS WEEKEND OR IF YOU ARE ALONE. IT ISN'T ABOUT WHO YOU ARE DATING, OR WHO YOU USED TO DATE. OR HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU'VE DATED, OR IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN WITH ANYONE AT ALL. IT ISN'T ABOUT WHO YOU HAVE KISSED. IT'S NOT ABOUT SEX. IT ISN'T ABOUT WHO YOUR FAMILY IS OR HOW MUCH MONEY THEY HAVE. OR WHAT KIND OF CAR YOU DRIVE OR WHERE THEY SENT YOU TO SCHOOL. IT'S NOT ABOUT HOW BEAUTIFUL OR UGLY YOU ARE, OR WHAT CLOTHES YOU WEAR, WHAT SHOES YOU HAVE ON, OR WHAT KIND OF MUSIC YOU LISTEN TO. IT'S NOT ABOUT IF YOUR HAIR IS BLONDE,RED,BLACK,OR BROWN. OR IF YOUR SKIN IS TOO LIGHT OR TO DARK. NOT ABOUT WHAT GRADES YOU GET HOW SMART YOU ARE HOW SMART EVERYBODY ELSE THINKS YOU ARE. OR HOW SMART STANDARDIZED TESTS SAY YOU ARE. IT'S NOT ABOUT WHAT CLUBS YOU'RE IN IR HOW GOOD YOU ARE AT "YOUR" SPORT. IT'S NOT ABOUT REPRESNTING YOUR WHOLE B

Life By Monti
Life to me is crazy but fun , life can be full of surprizes as well as duds. my life is like a mack truck waiting to dump the loads off my back,like a person who's addicted to crack. My life is like an emotional roller coaster,hoping that for my problems that I had don't put me in jail or burrie me under the ground. My life was erupted as the devil was trying to make me gain the world to lose my soul, But jesus has been there for me ever since i was a baby in my mother's womb.we've all thought about taking our life's at one point, meaning i will probably have someone relate to what i've felt about life and what i went and been through at some point. My life had it's ups and downs, but i stuck it out by sruggling and finding my way out. My life will be whatever god brings my life, i will always be a man of honor with stripes & love, this is my life,and i wouldn't trade it for the whole wide world. THANKYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life Changes
to all my lost cherry friends ill be gone for a while. we are finally moveing wend. after a few delays also haveing a baby next tuesday(hopefully) not many knew that. i cannot wait to meet up with my good old friends budlight and jagermister.9 months of me not drinking has been hard on everyone lol ill be with out the intrnet for a will just leave me a message or call me and ill get back to you. wish me luck i have to live with a boy. i have not done that for 6 years a lil nervous but everything should be ok later

Life Is Complicated.
I don't know what happened. First, I was sad, I thought I'd never be able to get over all the shit in my life. Now...life is so simple. Wake up, get ready, go to school, come back home, eat, do homework, sleep. I even have a job on campus. And I got my bank account. I finally feel independent, my own person. It's a damn good feeling. I love life now. I never realized how much I missed out. I have my amazing friends, my uber awesome family and my somewhat good health. What else could I ask for? A boyfriend maybe? Well, we won't go there. Anyway, if you got this far, thanks for reading. :] You are amazing, all of you.

Life Is Hard....
I know that Josh and I haven't really been getting along. With that I mean we almost called it quits. I think it was bound to happen though. I mean what can you expect from a couple who has lost a child. Even though part of it wasn't just from losing the baby. That's another thing, I don't think some people view what happened as a death of a child. I guess it's weird for other people when we say we loved (and we still do) the baby. I know some people named their babies but I don't think Josh and I could do that. Most the time I start feeling bad when Josh is at work. I start crying and everything, sometimes I text him and by the time he texts me back I'm all better. Josh has really tried to make me feel better but there's not much he can do (let alone anyone else). There have been days when I'm not hungry at all or I just don't want food but he makes me eat. I wrote my mom the other night about what was going on and instead of being supportive and telling me that things will work out

Life
life is measured my inches by steps taken one at a time not by the height of the peak we speak but each little rise we climb the span of our life is measured minute by minute - not years we live in a very small world of our own in a vast universe of spheres yes, life is measure by inches but inches can add up too far a light-year is only inches away we can inch our way up to a star

Life & Love
It's been such a long time that I've been able to smile a real smile.My wonderful son will be coming home tomorrow.Karen came by for a few mins tonight. Was glad to see her.Tried to warn her about all hardships that lay ahead.Sara is one of a kind...I mean that in many ways.With all her problems you can't help but love her & yet it makes one wonder how a six yr old could be so negative.Kimmi is doing so great in school/She's one of the four best bulldogs of the month.Bless her heart she's giving up a night with her teacher to ge out with her best friend to Chucky's Cheese in Greensboro tomorrow night.......For those of you that ask(What am I looking for on this site?)My answer is simple friends.Not into the games that I've seen played with hearts or minds.Those of you that have ask if I am seeing anyone.The answer is NO.Those that ask if I am in love with anyone .The answer is YES but still not seeing even that person. With working ,college,raising the kids I don't really care to find

Life, Love, Relationships, Hurt, Credit
To the Guys This ones for you To every guy that regrets hurting her. To every guy who knows which girl he wants. To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to

Life
Well here goes I figure it is about time I started blogging.......lets see everything seems to be going pretty good for me in my life...we just finished remodeling the kitchen and gonna work on the living room next....the kids are doing great Autumn is making all A's this year even in conduct (shocker I know) and well of course John is doing great in school but of course it is soccer season so you know where I am almost all weekend long....Anthony is doing good working all the time.....so I guess I should say there ain't much to complain about right now....but give me time cuz for those of you who know me know I find something soon enough....bye for now

Life
Why Do I ruin everyone's lives??..I already went through the pain of losing one dad..Now I am losing another...THat i got really close to and loved very much...And it's all my fault... I hate myself.. I ruined my mom's life..now she won't be happy..and I guess neither will I..I guess this is what I deserve.. Kimberly

Life To Me!!! (poetry)
Life To Me!!! Life to me use to be a great big game: Now life for me could never be the same: Life is something I think about day and night: In Life I wonder if God has me in his sight: Life sometimes has its ups and downs: Life makes you smile and makes you frown: I hope my life I'll be able to change: My life I hope I can rearrange: I've done alot of things in life that weren't so good: But if i could change my life I would: I pray silently in the dark to myself: Hoping God is listening and can show me some help: Life is something I want to live for: Sometimes I pray God will show me early heavens door: I know God is listening and I know he cares: But in life things seem nothings fair: I think about everything and all my regrets: I pray of my future and the past I want to forget: The things I've done were sometimes wrong: Now I realize this life I want has to be strong: The promises I make to myself are promises i have to keep: Thinking of everything I've

Life
Frustrated, complicated, nothing makes sense Squirming and sweating; her body seems tense So many loud noises drumming her ears Some may have wondered why she is still here This story tells not of the girl who walked away She is one so prestigious and strives on each day One who looks past all her hopeless fears It isn't so easy, for with it comes tears And everyone seems fooled, by her perfect smile Each victim to this girl's unintentional guile Ironically she cries a bloody river and sea Look forth for she's still trying...

Life
Well, this is it. seven months after touching down at Camp Baharia Iraq and living at the entrance to Fallujah I am finally going home. I caused many problems on this trip but thats what I am a mischevous little punk and if you don't lov e me for it then you will hate me. I have been writing a murder mystery novel out here I am a little over 100 pages in, maybe ill post some of it for all you to comment on. no idea what to think about going home to cold temperatures (its 112 right now) and freezing my balls off. I am going to see my son Gabe for the first time at three months and hopefully get locked in the room by my wife...but who knows. Anyways to all you in 1/24 have fun and to the country PEACE BITCHES IM OUT!!!!!!!!!

Life
When I turned 30 I thought the world was going to end! OH NO! I'm OLD! I have recently discovered that I have yet to live my life. I have more spunk and more life in me than I did when I was 21. There are so many things I want to do... some simple, some cheesey, and some extreme. Like camping, hiking, skiing, walking in the rain, dancing with my lover in the living room, going out to party, dancing on a stripper pole, sky diving, surfing, and taking my kids to see the ocean. Those are only a few.. but I'm done sitting in this box called home.. I'm ready to experience life and live it to the fullest! Who's with me?! LOL :-)~

Life
What is the meaning of life? Some people sit around all day and night never accomplishing anything. Others join the force and fight the good fight Many get up and go to school. Many others get up and work all day. Why is it that we do these things? Life is a funny, wondrous thing. We do what we do simply to live. But why do we live? Perhaps we live to do what we do! It kind of makes you wonder about life. What were doing, where we are going? Why ask what were doing or where we are going? No one really knows for sure! Why ask why?

Life Is Pain
Oh how dark my life has become, the joy of yesterday has become the pain of today. Where is the life I long for? Where is the love that fills a soul with Peace and Joy, Where are the eyes of another that with total longing and desire. So far beyond lust of the flesh, but a connection of the mind, body and soul

Life!!!!
I Have to say my life has had ups and downs throughout it... Now after being married for almost 9 years and but seperated almost 7years I have to finally call everything about it over...Me and my estranged hubby havent been together in a really long time... We do share a 10 yr old daughter together...I myself feel and have felt for sometimes I wish we didnt get married... I think we were pushed more into it than us wanting it ourselves anyhow... well weve both moved on in our ways he has another daughter with another woman and me I have a son with another man...Well him and his other daughters mother split last year and he is currently with a woman that I can say gives me great comfort that my daughter can be around her...Well my estranged Hubby right now is currently in jail for a time we don't know yet how long but his girlfriend took my daughter to see him yesterday and kept her overnight...I can say I really get along with his girlfriend and she is great to my daughter too...Well h

Life In General
My other half came up to me the other day and said she wanted to try different things in our relationship. I asked what she meant by that and she said she wanted us to meet other partners and than bring home what we learn to use on each other. I admit i was skeptical at first but agreed and we set guidelines to follow. Well she has met a guy and I let her do her thing with him. Wow!! she came home to me that night and we had the best sex we have ever experienced. So far she is the only one that has found someone else but if the sex is that good i don't care :)

Life And The Pursuit Of A Real One
What up. I'm not into blogging but I love to write so here we go. It's a good sunday and I am high as fuck as is to be expected from a stoner such as myself..I love runon sentences, do you? I don't know about you but I'm starting to notice the world I grew up believing in, is kinda friggin retarded. I mean look at what we KNOW our government is up to and yet we all continue following THEIR rules. They made up a cool game and tricked us into playing. I think I'm gonna quit and start another one. How about we actually create a eutopia like we all say we want. Were just kinda pussies basically..complacent pussies. We should start by no longer recognizing Them as our leaders. Let's start this country already! I mean four hundred years ago we had a real great idea but now the system runs on our fear and greed! If we don't spend the money then they don't have the power..it's really that fuckin simple. We can't faze out money overnight but it isn't impossible. If we'd all quit lying to oursel

Life
Life Life is a gift..........accept it. Life is an adventure..........dare it. Life is a mystery..........unfold it. LIfe is a game..........play it. Life is a struggle..........face it. Life is beauty..........praise it. Life is a puzzle..........solve it. Life is opportunity..........take it. Life is sorrowful..........experience it. Life is a song..........sing it. Life is a goal..........achieve it. Life is a mission..........fulfill it.

Life
It always seems like everytime everything is going so good something bad happens. I don't really want to go completely into because it still really upsets me. The one person that i trust and love so much scared me so bad. I don't think that i will ever be able to forgive. You begin to think that some things are supposed to go one way and it's like it turns around and slaps you right back in the face. Right now alot of people think that i'm crazy but i don't care. If you knew you would understand. But like i said i'm sorry i just don't feel like putting it out there.

Life
Well I had to start this shit eventually, um lets see I guess now should be a good time since I have recently left my baby's daddy to join the life of an army girlfriend.... where to start..hhmmm... Well lets see I have moved to the delightful city of T.R blah It's not really all that delightful but hey it's quite!! Blah blah blah why in the world does every decision we make have to be soooo hard? oh well lifes a bitch then you die so fuck the world lets all get high....lol Yea to jibberish!!!!

Life
Here lately I ask myslef why in the world does god decide to take people that are loved. July 10th, 2006 I lost my grandpa....after a very couragous battle with cancer and other health complications. It is amazing that even though he knew that he was dying he looked at everyday with a smile on his face and one more day he could be with his family. Not even 6 weeks after that we lost my grandma in-law. Even though she was a grandma by marriage she was still my grandma and accepted me as me. I never in my life had to deal with deaths this close in my life. And not only had it been hard on me it was just as hard for my children, they were all lucky to be able to have relationships with them. I had all my great grandparents and grandparents all my life. Even though they are truley missed and we think of them on a daily basis we know that they are above watching over us. One day we will all be together once again. Love you both very much!

Life As We Know It!!!
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually los e someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. By.. Unknown author

Life Sucks Then Ya Die, Right?
So this is my blog about life in general in my neck of the woods....Fairbanks, Alaska....yay. To sum it all up: I'm currently un-employed, un-attached, and unsure of how I'm going to fix these issues, if I ever do. I have Fibromyalgia and am suffering like there's no tomorrow due to the fact that it's almost winter and the cold temperatures tend to make the pain worse... I was lucky to hop online today at my folk's house, so hopefully I'll have an update here soon! ~Korean Rachel

Life
spiritual means the mind and spiritual people are those who seek its nature. Through this they come to understand the effects of their behavior, the actions of their body, speech, and mind. morality is the wisdom that understands the nature of the mind. when you know the nature of your own mind, depression is spontaneously dispelled. whatever pain, pleasure, or other feeling you experience, it is all an expression of your mind. when you discover that true satisfaction comes only from the mind, you relize you can extend this experiance without limit, and then it is possible to discover everlasting happieness....so its actually very simple Lama Yeshe

Lifes Lessons
Hello all. Do you ever think wow she is a whore if your a girl or he is a fucking asshole if you are a man. Hey we have all thought it and had others think it about us. My thoughts on this are that we are all born almost the exact same and everything that happens to you makes you who you are, even the smallest of things. So if those things that have happened to that person all of them from day one of there life happend to me then i would more then likely chose the same route and decisions. Another area of this subject is how people tell you what you want to hear. By doing this they are renforcing beliefs that this person may think everyone thinks this way. Just another way to make us all different. Well I guess what i am trying to get at is that i think if we were all born and had the exact same life down to the grains of sand under our feet and everyone was 100% truthfull. We would all be very close to the same. So don't judge others because chances are that you could be where they ar

Lifes Lessons
Reasoning is one of the things that makes us human. Some use it far more then others. Some just feel that it is ok to act on a whim and say or do as they want and act as if they do not care about the consequenses that may lie ahead for there actions. It seems to me that with a lack of reasoning comes a lack of compasion, caring, or any of the things that makes kind people kind. Many say he/she is a good person inside, they just show it diff.. Well if you don't reason and you just act and say what you wish does that show a good heart. If a truely bad and angry person hurts everyone and lies to everyone but you does that make him a good person? As man has evoleved so has his level of intelegence. Why not use that intelegence and put it toward something good? It's ok to say sorry. It's fine to admit when you are wrong. It's ok to think and reason stuff out in your head to make the best possible desicion. The world is about balance. So I guess many have to take the oppisit side of wich i s

Lifes Lessons
All of the faults of our mind our temporary, not permanent and so our suffering is also temporary.It is our compassion that helps us to perfect our wisdom and our power.The transformed mind is ultimate healing. To find happiness and avoid suffering we should learn about those factors that bring happiness so we can practice them, and those factors that bring about suffering, so we can avoid them. Do not engage in any harmful actions; perform only those that are good subdue your own mind-this is the teachings of the Buddha. qoutes from diff. buddhas

Life
has anyone ever thought about how easy it would be to end ur life? how much would it take how long would it take, I have, Here in the last two weeks itz been bad, no one has known about this, I blame one person and one person only, the only man i ever trusted, itz sad that ur whole life u walk this earth to find that one man/woman that u think that ur goin to spend the rest of ur life with, the "one". well i thought that about one wonderful guy, then it took a bug turn, something happend which led me to do something i cant even forgive myself for. to my ex if ur reading this, ur the only one that can pull me out of this, all i will say is his nickname, that would be JJ. the though of killin myself has been in my head, yes i'm not goin to lie i came close soo many times, but in my heart i just hope n prey he'll see that i still love him. grrrrrrrr when will it stop.

Life
The adventure of life is to learn. The purpose of life is to grow. The nature of life is to change. The challenge of life is to overcome. The essence of life is to care. The opportunity of life is to serve. The secret of life is to dare. The spice of life is to befriend. The beauty of life is to give. The joy of life is to love. ~William Arthur Ward

Life
Life has been good lately. I still worry about my sister and her having surgery on the 19th but we are all handeling it. I have a wonderful family, though as with all family you sometimes claim to be adopted lol. I have a great new fiance who treats me good and loves me through all my horrid moods. Great friends who even though sleep and work have kept me from them are understanding and still care. Soon I will be starting a new page in my book of life. It's a tad scary but I am ready. I know that no matter what I can always turn to my family if I ever need them. So I suppose there is always a safety net for me if I need it. Though I know I won't need it this time around. I have found somebody who makes me happy. I don't think anyone needs to worry this time. Blah I'm rambeling now so I'm going to close this out. Love Stace

Life And Love In General
I am going to be 46 in 24 days. I have been in-love maybe 5 times and everytime it has drop kicked me in the face. I honestly do not know what it is that I am doin wrong. I feel that I'm the type of Man that most women are lookin for. Nice, dependable, Loving, Hardworking, Good father, and Very sincere. And yet I cannot seem to catch a break and find that special someone that wants to love me for me. I have no Idea what I am doing wrong. any Idea's?

Life
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You will fight with your bestfriend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because the time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you have never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end. Be afraid that your life will never begin.

Life's Questions..
I am still wondering why people in my life say one thing and do another, it pisses me off immensely. They profess to be good and honest and wanting then they disappear and withdraw and I cant stand that. Its like they are lying to me or to themselves, and it sucks and hurts too... I really try an avoid people like this but when u love them what do u do?? Well tomorrow is my birthday and im now 39 and still single. I so want to be in a good relationship and possibly be married again, but all i keep finding are players or users. So I prefer to be alone if thats all thats out there. Love to all Tracey...

Life, Family, Troubl;e
k, first off, i've been avoiding this whole blog thing because i have so much pent up bullshit and i'm afraid to let them out and open the flood gates... i'm really not an emotional person, not a girly-girl... i work very hard at my job and have many cuts and bruises to prove it, i am not sappy in any way, and i DO NOT lean on others for help or even guidance... generally i'm the one getting caught up in my friends problems trying to help fix them. better off not dealing with my own, right? RIGHT! well, my shit has built so high lately that i feel like running away, medicating myself to complete numbness, anything to AVOID DEALING WITH IT!!!! so, here's a brief rundown of what i'm talkin about... so, i have 3 beautiful kids, a 15 year old girl named Toni, and 2 boys 6 and 3 named Joshua and Tyler. my daughter was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder about 6 years ago because i discovered her in her bathroom cutting her face to shreds with a knife... since then she has been hosp

Life
Well. I don't usually blog, but hey what the fuck why not. Most of you don't know me, but heres a crash course: My name is Christina. Moved to Michigan October 1, 2004 with my (at the time boyfriend) husband, David. I (naturally) have blonde hair and blue/green eyes and have more energy than a normal person should have. I love photography, making jewlery, writing and web design. Ok, there now we are aquaninted. Not too long ago I went to the Drs and found out I might have cancer. Kinda blows huh? So lately I have just kinda been in and out of reality, on leave from work and unsure of where to go next. I am taking a home study course to get my Life Insurance Certification so I can work with my sister. It'll be cool cuz I'll get to stay at home with the dogs and work on the house more. Right now, I feel like I am just in limbo. One half of me is ready to start living again, the other half thinks, "Whats the point?" Have you ever just wanted to start over again? From scratch? Tom

Life Is Beautiful
life is beautiful cos you guys are in it i love you guys more than you know said it before but just cant stop getting the cherry love comin at me you make my life so much better knowing your in it.

Life
I'm sitting by my window, a cool breeze is blowing in through the window. The air, for once, smells clean - a result of the slight rain, which is always cleansing. I feel like this kind of setting demands to be one of those lazy, relaxing evenings. You know the kind I mean. You sit around in whatever you find to be most comfortable clothing. For me, this means a very soft cotton tee-shirt coupled with a favorite pair of cropped pants that are just as soft - soft material against clean skin has to be one of the best simple pleasures. You surround yourself with whatever you truly enjoy. So I have, as I type this, one of my favorite songs is playing and my favorite candle is lit. It all goes back to enjoying the simple things in life. I was talking the other night, about these kind of moments. I realized that, at some point, these special, simple moments became fewer and farther between for me than they ever were before. Somehow my life, for the most part, became run of

Life Is Such A Damn Roller Coaster!
I told a very close friend of mine a few years back, that I felt emotionally as though I were on a roller coaster & no one told me wheee to get off at.He told me, very kindly, that even though everything blows up in out lives, doesn't mean it's the end. It is a begining....all of those broken peices are jusr going to fall back into place.(ywah right! We are all Jenny Craig clinets. O couldn't have been more miserablr. For Pete's sake??Who will climb up stores ar the will win. So, wherw do tou live? I know I am full og questions. I'll shut up & help you out.

Life...
I decided to ponder my future.. My future, your future, the worlds future. And, it looks bleak. Think about it. Look at how fast technology is progressing. Look at how fast medical techniques are changing. Look at everything around you. Then think about it. Race relations. Not getting any better. With the trend that's going on...soon enough, we will all be burnt into radioactive ash. You look at one person, then another. I see humans. Of course, there are white humans, as well as black humans. Yellow, brown, red, purple, orange, green, or whatever color. I still see them as human. We all have our own predjudices. Regardless of what anyone says, they exist. Be it thinking that all black men are "hung", or thinking that all white people are rich. Thinking that all Mexicans are illegal, or that all Asians are good at math. I know I have my own fair share of prejudices, but I am honest with myself, and I try to look past them. They usually never get the be

Life
Can u see me? as i stand here alone Can you hear me as we talk on the phone Where i sat and i cried. Where a part of me died But you never cared. You watch me in a blank stair So now it's back on you and me. But i'm not happy I may fake this smile. Only for a short while Untill you leave me here. So i can lay in fear NEver was i important to you. You jsut do want u wanna do I'll sit here making new friends. and then our world will end... I wish i could say thoes three words and mean them...

Life... (by Renea Jones)
This following is actually a blog posted by my cherry friend Reana 'Neabear' Jones. I was so impressed by her insight that I asked her permission to repost it here. What really impressed me is that she seems way mature and wise beyond her 19 years of age. I my opinion Renea is a beautiful young woman whose wisdom and insight will indeed enlighten any and all that has a chance to come into contact with her during her life's journey. "I wonder why we as human beings always seem to think that when things are at there worst...they will never get better. I myself am guilty of this. I have found myself in the position so many times to just feel tired...to not want to go on. Just stumble around this hectic world until my lottery number comes up and I get hit by a greyhound bus while walking across the street, talking on my cell-phone like a fucking zombie. But it's strange. Some how, some way, things always turn around. They always get better. Do we always recognize this? No...I don't

Life Learn It Love It
Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them. Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing th

Life Spice
I think of a persons life is in a way like a stew. It’s a big melting pot of meat, vegetables, herbs, and spices. What I don’t get is how come I’m always told that I’m that almighty ‘SEASONING SALT”? How can so many people see the good in me when I can’t myself? People generally like me for my “BE MYSELF, LIVE OR DIE< FRIENDS BEFOR E MYSELF, TELL YOU WHAT I THINK, OPINIONATED, KNOCK YOU DOWN A FEW PEGS, FUCK YOU ALL CAUSE WE’RE THE SAME ANYWAY” attitude. Truth is I think they like me cause I say things they can’t or won’t, because they’re afraid. My norm is to stand against the grain, side with the unwanted even if there is no common ground, and to make sure that for what it’s worth the unjust of this world get told to at least a few people everyday. The truth is, I wish I could be some of you reading this, I wish I could have certain cares, desires, wants, and needs, but unfortunately those I do have I generally keep to myself. So to all of you who may pass through my lifetim

Life
It is Monday and I am putting in 10 hour days so I won't be able to spend that much time tonight. I will tell you that I sometimes write to get comments. I sometimes write to relay a message to someone in the way of a parable. I sometimes write just to air the thoughts in my head. Last night was a little of all of those. As for my subject matter and the comments I got let me say just a few things. 1. Four rules from Christ: A. Love everyone or the doors of heaven won't open for you. B. Forgive everyone or the doors of heaven won't open to for you. C. Obey these two commanements. Love and worship God first. D. and second..... love your neighbor as you love yourself......... the rest will fall in place. IE: Would you steal from yourself? Would you murder yourself? Would you commit adultery against yourself? See what I mean? 2. Don't judge anyone until you have walked in their shoes. I tell this to my kids all the time. 3. O

Life
Was a long night , been an even longer day, no road signs here to show me the way . lost something today . part of me went away .. feel different but as to how i just cant say ... kind of like sitting at a rest stop when you are only part of the way . car and people go , but you just stay .. tired today . tired of getting lost along the way ... no road signs here to point the way ...

Life As Some Know It
now the begining to another long night, its currently 1:17 am. ide love to pretend id sleep, have someone to talk to, lay with, kiss, hold, but the truth is that im going to sit here,watch some law and order, smoke WAY to many ciggarrettes, and then finally conk out to do it all over again. the life of an average twenty year old male amazes me. the constant activity of teens and adolescent years brings the false identity of a fullfilling life. then you get the full time job, still the activity lays however a little more seldom now. then your pressured by your peers, schooling system, parents ( of course) as well as society around u to go to school for another 2 to 10 years. like the first 12 werent enough. after the futile attempt at something u didnt really agree with u decide that the working man is the one u admire and strive for. u buy all this useless materialistic lifestyl to fill the ongoing void of bordem and loneliness. as the bills pile up and the events come more few and far

Life
when Hailey (my daughter ) was very young think she was 4 i had no choice but to enroll her in daycare .. and after several weeks of checking every daycare out in my area i decided on one ... very secure very safe very profesional place .. a few days before she was supposed to start there i would take her down there and we would spend the day there getting used to the kids and the new atmosphere ... Hailey would not stray too far from my side .. would just look up at me with a worried look in her eye .. .. so when the day came when i was just dropping her off so i could go to work i worried she would be upset .. walked her in and the teachers greeted her as if she has always gone there ... again she just held my hand and looked at me with those worried eyes .. i kissed her and said my goodbyes as a tear welt up in my eye ... the teacher took hailey to a window that she could wave to me from as i left ... as i walked out i turned to see her there .. her lil face in the window just wa

Life's Lessons Learned
Foolishness and Stupidity lead to destruction. Open your eyes! Learn form your mistakes and BAD decisions so NOT to ever in your life repeat them again. Have SELF RESPECT, and SELF CONTROL! with out them NO ONE will respect you. Remain COMPASSIONATE , for give and forget, because What goes around comes around... what you give comes back to you two folds positive, negative!!!! Don't put your entire trust, faith in MAN-KIND, if so you will surely be disappointed and/or betrayed.... Rather put all or at least most of it into the LORD our GOD, who truly loves, understands you and will forgive you and is very relyable, dependable, and will never abandon or forsake you. Everybody's FoolAdd a video to your site FREE Music Video Code

Life
Well, life sucks at times. I just quite a job. Or shoul I say I walked out and never went back. I was getting payed shit. And the tips were really bad. I would work 6 to 8 hours and only make about $40!!! what the hell is wrong with that pic? I am a good waitress. Not the best. But the best there was at that resturaunt. The other girls would come in bitchy, and they would not smile or anything. They were misrable. And the customers hated them. They always requested me. But I wasn't allowed to wait on them becasue they weren't MY table. And the job was taking away from my family time. nd making me snappy at my kids. not a good thing to do. So, since I have left that job, I have been alot better. I haven't snapped as badly as before. And I am looking for another job. I am a sub teacher right now. And I love it. But I really need something else now. I love waiting tables. ANd working with the public. But I am goig in to have surgery soon. So I can't start another job right away. I need to

Life, Care And Love (most Recent)
Another weekend is upon us Lift your drunks high Toast your friends Toast to life Celebrate the day like you never have before Hold the hand of your love Let them know you are here and now Never let them forget Never forget them Give thanks to whatever your belief is Now is the time to do what you never have Speak your mind Speak your heart Give life every reason to know you are here Take every advantage is has Take every disadvantage as learning Live it all to the fullest Life is all we have Life is everything you include in it Life is everyone you love in it Take care of it all and it will all take care of you Life is best when care and love is all around us. (10-6-06)

Life Path #
Your Life Path Number is 4 Your purpose in life is to build your vision. You are practical and responsible. You work hard, knowing that there are no shortcuts in life. You work for a better life for yourself and those you love, but you are not an idealist. Trustworthy and honest, you also demonstrate great courage. People can count on you. In love, you are a loyal and committed partner. You are the ideal spouse. You don't give up easily, and sometimes you can be too stubborn and unwilling to change. You also can be too conservative at times. You sometime miss out on good opportunities. Also remember that not everyone can work as hard as you, as disappointing as that is! What Is Your Life Path Number?

Life
This post is for a person... you know who you are. Just wanted to remind them of something that my grandma told me: Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take... But by the moments that take your breath away. So get the hell over it already! You're just having a moment! Love ya!

Life In General
Warning...Gonna vent here. People suck. Well not all people but the ones that have NO hands on the sterring wheel but are driving at 80+ mpr, the ones that BS just to get a freakin free meal..THOSE kind of people suck!! On Thursday after my great first visit with a RH doc (after YEARS of complaining and going downhill someone is listening!! And yeah I have changed docs like 20 times. I have to go to KY (I am in Notre Dame Country) To get an Congo African Grey (CAG) and a Rainbow Lory that are in breeding situations but they need to come out of. So my daughter and I are taking the rodatrip that will include SNOW!! I hurt so bad all over, my joints, head and all. I would ram my head in the wall if I thought it would to any better. Ok there is my rant for now...More tomorrow. Ugh. lol Huggers, Shell

The Life And Time Of Darkjedimasterchas
Dateline: Nov 3,1972 Ephrata, Grant Count, Wa time - 5:03a.m. I arrived at Columbia Basin Hospital to my Dad and my Mom. At the age of three months the local Doctors discovered the baby was not gaining weight or progressing in a normal manor. Parent and Child were refered to Wenatchee Valley Clinic. Where it was discovered, after a quick exam and x-ray, that the child's heart was enlarged, and therefore account for the child's inability to gain weight; (the food that was taken in the body was utilized mainly by the heart). The Child was prescribed digitalis four times a day. The child continued the medicien until the age of eighteen months. Then the child was refered to CHILDREN'S ORTHOPEDIC HOSPITAL, Seattle, Washington for further evaluation. After serveral hours of testing, the Doctors' team concluded that the child was suffering from a Ventricular Septal Defect, which is a hole in the ventricuular septum, causing blood to flow from the left ventricle to the right an

Life Has Now Been Explained To You.
On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years. That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years." The c ow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll give

Life
as i look at my life now . i wonder where do i go now . it seems like my life has took a turn for the better in alot of ways . i have gained so much insight on my life as i look back . i realize that all people were not ment to be together . i laugh at myself at times when i realize that i have made alot of little mistakes . i give thanks to so many people for listening to me and giving me insight on so many things in my life. i wanna thank my cousin , who is my rock and my heart , i wanna thank someone very close to my heart , my friend and someone who is like a mother to me , norm . i wanna give a special ty to sheran who i know i have stressed out alot in the pass few weeks . i want her to know i am sooo very sorry for everything . i have learned that i can be loved and not be in love . i want her to know she has been an inspirtion for me , as i look back at life and all i have done and been though . i have realized that everything i have been though has been a big life lesson to me

Life
So basically life lately hasn't been all that good. I lost the guy that I thought I loved cause of some bull shit, I found this new guy that is crazy sweet to me but I'm too scared of being hurt to do anything about it at the moment. I fucking wake up from sleep crying I can't deal with so much shit that is going on right now it is all just driving me crazy and fucking sending me back to where I was before. Yeah that guy might flip on me and what not but to tell you the truth I love him and he is one of the sweetest guys I have talked to. I can't open up too much beacuse everytime I do I get my heart stomped on and i am so scared I don't know what to do about it but yeah i'm sure that you don't want to read my random bullshit and rants and what not about my life so I will just end it goodbye.

Life
They always told me Life was hard, But they never told me How the pain would scar. They always told me Life was a race, But they never said. Id fall in last place. They always told me You can't change the past But they never told me My bad memories would last. They always told me Everyone dies, But they never told me The horrible reasons why. Life is something I cannot change, So I have to live my life Until the very last page.

Life Inside A Prison: An Officers View
This is going to be a two-parter, as I'll need at least that to try and express all of my thoughts on the subject. Let me start by stating that, as it says in my profile, I'm a Correctional Officer. I work in a prison here in Kentucky. It's a job I've held for over 6 1/2 years. In that time, I've worked about every posting there is at the Institution I'm at. I've only been at this Institution, so my opinions will be relative to only one of the prisons in Kentucky. When we think of ourselves, most of us refer to ourselves as Correctional Officers, our proper job title. In the media, we're known as "prison guards" or just "guards". Please note the lack of capital letters. That's the view that the public is given of our job: one step up from a guard at a mall. There's nothing wrong with being a guard at a mall, but it's a long way from what we deal with on a daily basis. I've been a guard before. I miss it sometimes. The Facility I work at is the medical facility for the whole state

Life
From time to time Through the years The World has brought me down To teach me about pain And has filled my eyes with tears But there came a day That I started to understand That it is not about pain That the World is trying to teach me But rather about LIFE And the nt so simple act of Being Human

Life And Shit (copied From Myspace Blog)
a negative and a negative does not equal a positive Current mood: contemplating Category: contemplating Life i forget sometimes. one thing i have learned from David Stein is that good things happen to everyone reguardless of how many bad things happen. when you notice the good things it takes away the energy you sacrofice concentrating on the negative. low and behold you realize ther are more good things, many more then bad things. if you add the sum of the good things up, it is by far a greater sum then the bad. my sis says im the most negative person in the world. my negativity caused me to become ingulfed in hate, lead to me being expeled for threating a teacher, lead to my back getting crushed aginst a stage in ATL. once i read MLK jr and understood the causes and reasons for hate i developed a quest to do away with it in every aspect oof my life, i simply refused to hate. of course there is hatred all around me, some have told me they loved me only to yell they hate me in les

Life
You've Changed 60% in 10 Years You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person. You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you. How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

Life
Remember... Once you get over the hill, you'll begin to pick up speed. I love cooking with wine. Sometimes I even put some in the food. ...If it weren't for STRESS I'd have no energy at all. Whatever hits the fan... Will Not Be Evenly Distributed. Everyone has a photographic memory. Some, like me, just don't have any film I always know.. God won't give me more than I can handle There are times I just wish He didn't trust me quite so much. Dogs Have Owners ~ Cats Have Staff If the shoe fits... buy a pair in every color. Never be too open-minded, your brains may fall out. Just going to church doesn't make you a Christian. Not any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. Bills travel through the mail... at twice the speed of checks. If you look like your passport picture... you probably need the trip. Some days are a total waste of makeup. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it. A balanced diet is a cookie in e

Life
My Way.. Life’s so funny I think I’m loosing my mind I’m laughing so hard I just may cry Shit don’t faze me no more Life’s just one big joke The story of my life Ha! I could write a book. Shit happens And life’s a bitch But as long as I’m here I might as well make the best of it So I’m gonna do what I want to do Fuck what people say It’s my life damn it I’m gonna live it my way!

Life
"life's a bitch" yea...we're young and confused we learn from the pain we cause and the hurt we go thru there's A lot we learn so many different Ways to love hate little bits of Life each time is a chance to start A better life then yours has ever Though about how kids felt from limiting them for dating or other shit if you don't you could have a runaway or a suicide on your hands We're not perfect no one is we might have the brains not from books or grades from your mistakes of your life we have more ways to look at our problems and fix them we have better possibility of making the right choices to keep our kids alive and happy and ourselves happy too if we find the right someone we won't tell son or daughter that their just a mistake that you never wanted or go to court fighting over who gets them what's with that bullshit you put us thru hell it might pay off for us and our kids not to worry with this shit we're not pe

Life's Thoughts
Life's Thoughts I am not sure what is real any more in my life, every day it seams that the more I try to get ahead in my life, events around me happen to push me down and keep me frommoving forward. But I keep trying to move forward and try not to let those events to keep me from my goal. The more I try the more I am held back by things I can not control, but seam to have control of me in some way. I wish they would just leave me be and let me become who I know I am and what I know I can be, But they just keep pushing me down as I keep getting up and pushing forward. Pamella Quackenbush 2/8/2006

Life And Death Can Both Be Lonely
It was raining the day I was born. The sky had been overcast for days. It was expected, during the transition from Winter to Spring. The coldness of winter had already gone, but the chill in the air remained stubbornly behind, lasting weeks after the final day of winter had passed. It left the nights cold and unfriendly, which was why there was no one on the streets. It always seems to get the coldest around 2 AM. The only people out were the ones too wasted on some thing or another to notice any weather. And they weren’t going to pay any attention to a little noise in an alleyway. My mother, propped up against the back wall of a corner pawn shop. The blood from the knife wound high on her chest flowing away into the gutters by the rain. Her breathing was quick, pained, and it was the only sound you could hear over the rainfall. The two men in front of her stood motionless, just watching. Their faces were dark, unconcerned. They had been hired to kill the daughter of a policema

Life's Lessons
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Life Change
Check this out, in the last six months Ive lost over 60lbs, and turned my life around. This is how it came about. Well let me start from the beginning, about 7 or 8 months ago I was living out of my car . Me and the wife hadnt been getting along for quite some time and this was only one of the many times I had to leave home. I was to proud to let anyone know what was going on in my life, and figured Id sleep in my car and shower at work rather than tell my family what was going on. Even though they would have gladly had me stay with them. For years I was depressed and miserable, and slowly killing myself with food. My kids and wife had myspace accounts, and while at work one day I was showing my buddy their pictures on myspace. Alone and on my own, I started looking up old friends on MySpace. I had only found one old girlfriend from high school, but I wasnt even sure if it was her or not. After quite some time of wondering , my buddy talked me into contacting h

Life Explained...this Is Ok
Subject: FW: Life Explained On the first day God created the dog. God said, "sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and I'll give you back the other ten." So God agreed. On the second day God created the monkey. God said, "Entertain people, do monkey tricks, make them laugh. I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said, "How boring, monkey tricks for twenty years? I don't think so. Dog gave you back ten, so that's what I'll do too, okay?" And God agreed. On the third day God created the cow. God said, "You must go to the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer. I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years.

Life In General
Has actually been very pleasant all this week. The tons of drama that has been occurring and re-occurring has finally seemed to work itself out of my life. My divorce is going well, we filed the terms for the divorce on Friday and that was very easy to do. We don't even have to appear in front of a judge, come January 4th we are all finished. How, odd that such a major change in your life can be taken care of so easily. Hell, even the division of property seems to be going well, my ex didn't even argue any of the things I asked her for yesterday. That made my life that much easier. On another note, I met a wonderful woman online a couple of weeks ago. We've been chatting more and more online, and even started talking on the phone this week. In fact, I've been up till 5am almost every day this week just taling with her. It's been really amazing. We met for some quick brunch on Wednesday and that went wonderfully. So we decided to go out last night to a comedy club. I just h

- Life Is Kicking Me In The Ass Yet Again
I dont even know where to start it all started yesturday in the bathroom my aide asked for a millionth time If I had aked anything wheither or not if they know of anyone who cleans carpet I said the people I asked said they would get back to me she goes it really needs to be done now to clear the air If and when I get the carpet cleaned I have to pay for it myself because certain people not naming names are going to be talking about lack of $$$$$$ so yeah I have to here all the time that the carpet needs to be cleaned its frustrating for many reasons. Since my aides don't want to rent a machine because they dont wanna get hurt this that and the other etc) I have to find someone really cheap that will clean carpet. Its really sad because I have no one around me to anything much like clean my carpet I have to ask my friends for favors I mean its ok to do at times but I dont want it to be a habbit because lets face it no ones gonna do anything for you for free especialy for me because

Life Indeed Sucks
yeah ok so, so much shit is just happening to me and i don't know what to do about it....everything is falling apart and i see it all happening and it seems like its happening so slow yet so fast and yet there is nothing i can do but fall down even further. am i destined to be picking myslef time after time after time? i hate it...i seriously want to trade this life in for a new one. or at least find a way to numb the pain. hell i'm up for anything anymore. i'm so tired of being the nice guy everyone shits on its not fair its not right and it sure as heel isn't what i wanted to be. i'm not a bad person i believe everyone should be happy but damnit when is it going to be my time? the people who say they care for me could really give a rats ass about me. and i'm starting to feel nothing but contempt for the ones who are close to my heart. i'm to the point where dying right now and going to hell would be a perfectly viable option for me....at least i know what to expect -forrest o

Life , Kids, And Leaving Home
i feel sad today because my son is leaving home despite all the bad things they do in life and to you it's hard we've had our moments alot just lately being bad but i love him and will miss him i just wish he wasn't the way he is and would respect himself and others i never brought him up to be like this and just don't know what went wrong but i do love him so much why do our kids do what they do. 1 is the law and goverment have taken perentle rights away to adiquitly disaplin our kids.

Life Path Number
Your Life Path Number is 1 Your purpose in life is to lead others. You have great drive and determination. Nothing is going to stand in your way. You seek out challenges and the spotlight. You'll take all the work - and all the glory. Status and success are important to you. You demand the best from everyone and everything. In love, you tend to take a protective role. You enjoy being the provider in relationships. You expect others to be like you, and as a result, you are often disappointed. A little selfish and vain, you always put yourself first. Remember, everyone already knows you're great - you don't need to remind them! What Is Your Life Path Number?

Life
A house is an island, you say. A home is where the heart dies. The light from the diaphanous shade looking over at us, mocking us. "The fates are cruel" you say, "I don't understand them anyway." I usually tried to describe my feelings to the walls. Nothing. Nothing. Not even white noise. My thoughts peeled off like layers of onion… Hitting the ground, shamelessly. Your comfort cold as winter stone. and veiled with flimsy gossamer. Oh, Love… You called out to me from a distance - and barged into my life without warning... A black arrow cutting through my days. Dripping with its cyclical poisons and sorrow charms. Hope seeping from your one-little two-little Feather Heads. You set me off like a hot air blast. And I wanted to create something new. And the words they felt so important! Became more important than me… Be

Life Is A Garden
"Life Is A Garden" You feel their eyes upon you Hear their words behind you What do they know (what do they know) About you They tell you who you should be They tell you what you should do They'll never believe (never believe) In you Somebody should have told you It never comes easy And somebody should have told you that There's no guarantees And that you lose it all When you stop dreaming There's no way to know if you run away (They tell you who you should be while ignoring your dreams) This is your time to stand up This is your time to fight for All that you know (all that you know) And you believe You owe it to yourself to Find out what you're meant for There's no way to know (no way to know) If you run Somebody should have told you It never comes easy And somebody should have told you that There's no guarantees And that you lose it all When you stop dreaming There's no way to know if you run away (They tell you who you should be while igno

Life
no pome,no words,no man made Thought , could describe what i feel Emptiness without you. the stinging Of your words when you say good-bye Alive with you,the joy when you say hello Lost and alone .not knowing what is to Come, unsure,confused,knowing only What you say Seeking for the light to guide my Way seeing the darkness around me Choosing paths on intuition an alone Heading somewhere unknown.

Life!
Well Thats about straight... Its pretty simple until you find something you really like and its hard to get them to act the same way, when they say they feel the same... Acting and telling completely different things... Tamara

Life
god give us a purpose for being in this world u take life one day at a tine and see what happens i found a wonderful amn and taking it slow to see where it might go.enjoy ur family and friend make the world go round so enjoy everyday because u never know when it is gonna be ur last

Life
Life as Baseball © By Shannon M. Daley Life is a game of baseball, It'll throw you for a curve, Sometimes you may trip and fall, But you'll get what you deserve. When you step up to the plate, You don't know at which you'll swing, But for all you know, It may not mean a thing. You might end with a walk, Or maybe you'll get a run, You may not end, Until you're back where you begun.

Life.. Duh
going great :) really is ... appart from a few stupid by life changing things all is good. off to go veiw a house soon with my boyfriend and hopefully we will be getting that .. work is great :) got my mates 18th to go to this friday :) should be a good piss up... and yes, i really dont have anything better to do right now. i could eat, but i cant be bothered, i could sleep, but cant be bothered to get ready for it ... im lazy atm... so im gonna go :) x for reading this.. u must be as bored as me

Life Sucks Without You
hello everyone, as u all know i lost my brother this summer and i love him very much and i would love it if he would just come back but i guess that i will see him when it comes my time to go...........it just all seems unfair to me........i love and miss u little brother that was bigger then me love ur sister missy

Life And The Fucked Up Shit You Gotta Go Through
Sooo yeah life sucks, its shallow, lame and i swear life just throws ya some fucked up shit and you have no choice but to deal with it. It all good i just wish life would tell me ahead of time instead of just dropping a bomb right on my lap and just fucking up my whole existance. I swear sometimes things make me so mad or hurt me so much that i just wanna scream FUCK YOU CRUEL WORLD at the top of my lungs but honest what good is that good do? Sorry i am in a foul mood right now and typing this blog really aint helping none but atleast i get my feelings on paper. I am done moving on merry christmas and happy fucking new year or whatever ya wanna say

Life!
A person's eyes is the gateway to their soul and when you can look through their eyes you'll open up a whole new universe of truth and maybe explore something that can channelize a new hope for the indivdual. PLEASE WRITE A COMMENT ON MY BLOG.. WILL BE APPRECIATED.. XOXO

Life
Ya know we all go thru things in our life. Some have a hard life some have it easy. My life well lets just say its been a hard one. When things happen u try to pick up the pieces in the end. Some move on some don't. You think its time to move on but you realize maybe your not ready to. You think you find that someone that makes everything better, but all you end up doin is hurtin them more. You may say things you don't mean or show them by your actions. Either way it hurts. Theres one problem tho you know you do it but not sure how to stop it. The one you think will make everything better turns around and hurts you even more. So why do we even try and make things right? The one you love is supposed to stand by you no matter what but it never happens. Is this what love is about?. If so I don't know that I want any part of it. The one who says he loves me turned around and ripped my heart out. What can you do but pick up the pieces again and move on i guess. Its hard but sometimes thats

Life Is That
You laugh you said it would not work. You laugh and said it would not do. You laugh and said it would not hurt. You laugh you said it would not heal. You laugh you said it would not peal. You laugh you said it would not feel. You said you said you said and you said. I made it work! I did what you said that I could not do! I heal the hurt that you said I could not feel and peal it away! I never told you so who is laughing now!

Life
Last night I had a dream, it had a tale to tell. I dreampt I saw an angel, Poor thing, he wasn't well. His body was bruised and battered, His wings were ripped and torn. This angel could hardly walk, He looked so tired and warn. I walked up to him and asked, "angel, how can this be?" He turned around and paused a bit then he spoke these words to me. "I am your Guardian angel, A great task as you can see. You've run amuck all your life Look what it's done to me! These bruises are from shielding you in times both dire and ill. All those dangerouse drugs you used it was I that often paid the bill. You see my wings are ripped and torn but it's a noble badge I wear. How often these wings have flown you, from dangers you where un-aware If only you could make it, standing on your own. But don't you fret or worry, You'll never be left alone." I couldn't believe all that I heard Let alone how much I cared. Then I wept apon his shoulder

Life
My life so far...Well here I am sitting here at work not doing to much. I should really be doing something, but I am just not motivated to do anything right now. I really want to not have to work, but isn't that everyone's dream. To be personally wealthy and not do anything. To be truthful I think I just need a break from work. I do love my job, but I just got burned out. Go on a vacation some where, and relax get my worries out. I have some problems I need to work out. But other then those problems I am perfectly content. I go and watch my siblings play football.All three of them play. My oldest brother is 15 and he plays high school varsity, my other brohter is 13 and plays junior high, and my baby sister is 10 and plays flag football. They are all good I love them so much. They are all crazy. I am not sure what else to write, but I will write more later....

Life Sucks...
There aren't any guys out there that can treat a girl with respect! I need a guy that can talk to me without being an asshole that will come see me not because he thinks he has to but because he wants to! I need a guy to be a boyfriend and not an asshole who calls themself a boyfriend yet they cheat and mess around with other girls and don't think they've done anything wrong! Ughhh! Where are all the nice guys?!?!

Life
Life can be hard, So be on your guard, People will hurt you, Sad but true, Stressfull times will come, So don't be dumb, Be sensitive and caring, Be outgoing and daring, But most of all be true to yourself, Through trouble and sadness, Through good times filled with gladness, Hold fast to your goal, Don't let gloom swallow you whole, Be bright and cheerful, And ever be hopeful, For life is ahead, So don't lie in bed, Greet the world with joy, For it is your toy, So go now and live, Life as it is meant to be lived.

Life
HELLO EVERYONE MY NAME IS ANGIE...I AM HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS...I AM IN A VERY SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP WITH MY BOYFRIEND STEVE HE IS SO FREAKING SEXY....I LOVE WRESTLING AND THE UNDERTAKER IS MY FAVORITE WRESTLER...I LOVE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS.

Life
Why is it, that everytime something good happens to me, something bad happens. Like this for example. I made the Girls Volleyball team...Last night i hurt my ankel..again and might not be able to play in our first game on Monday agianst C.C.Carrothers. Why does shitt like this always happen to me. Or just when i think the guy i like really likes me..He gets mad at me for some reason. And no Kattie im not talking about Derek. I'm talking about a guy at my school that i like. So aniiways. What is it with my life and it always getting screwed up some how. I just don't get it. On the flipp side yea i did hurt my ankel pretty bad last night, but i did have an awesome time paint ball fighting with everyone. So aniiways..thats it for now.. Peaceeee

Life In General
I had about four dreams, one after another and in all of them I was drinking this disgusting lemon flavored slime. So when I woke up and actually drank it it wasn't that bad.If I don't pass my drug test I'm joining the fucking army.

Life
Well i have never "blogged" before but i have always kept a journal and i think this is kinda the same thing. Life lately has been pretty dificult for me as I am a full time caregiver for my husbands Grandfather who has had a heart attack and 2 strokes in the last 10 months. Until January of this year he drove, bathed himself, prepared his own meals, pretty much self reliant. Then in a matter of one month he is totally dependent on me and my husband. He no longer uses the bathroom, shaves his own face, and can walk but barely. Therefore I am starting to feel like a prisoner in my own home. Please don't get me wrong I would change nothing, execpt his health of course but not my decision to take care of him, the alternative is a nursing home and I don't believe in them and I made my hubby a promise years ago that I would not let that happen. So here I am and the hubby try's to help but.... you know how that goes. To make matters worse, not only can I not leave the house b

Life Explained
Life explained. > > > > On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door > > of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I > > will give you a life span of twenty years." > > > > The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years > > and I'll give you back the other ten?" > > So God agreed. > > > > On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do > > tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life > > span." > > > > The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long > > time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?" > > > > And God agreed. > > > > On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the > > field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves > > and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a > > life span of sixty years

Life
I met someone a few days ago who has helped me open my eyes and find the strength in me to move on with things. I dont beleive that every one knows what has happened in the past year but it isnt something that I want to write here, but if your curious please feel free to come and ask me, But anyways if anyone Know Guro, hes an awesome man and He holds a very special place in my heart. I write this for him because hes always been here no matter what, no matter what I said or what I did he never turned his back on me and for that I will forever be grateful. If you dont know him you should cause hes amazing and I love him as a good good friend. THank you sweetie

The Life You Create
Saturday, October 21, 2006 The life you create Sometimes you can make life much more difficult by attempting to make it too easy. Sometimes the shortcuts you seek end up being a lot more trouble than they're worth. Often, in trying to avoid work, you can create even more work for yourself. Often, in seeking to avoid an unpleasant or inconvenient truth, you give even more power, influence and recognition to that truth. Taking the easy way out is rarely that easy. For when you avoid the effort and commitment in life, you end up missing out on the real value. The more willingly, lovingly and enthusiastically you make the effort, the more value that effort will bring. The more time you commit to making a difference, the more magnificent your world will be. Instead of looking for ways to avoid work, look for ways to make that work more productive and more meaningful. Instead of seeking to hide from the truth, learn to align yourself with its power. Be always anxious to

Life, Love, And Regret
If there was someone you cared so much about but you knew you can never have them what would be the best course of action. I spend alot of my time regretting my past. Wishing I had made on choice at a time in my life when I didn't. Every day my mind is filled with the two most haunting words "What If". Maybe a life could have been changed, another destroyed. I do what i do. I soldier on mainly keeping alot of these emotions locked up. Someone who shares feelings like that seems to only leave themselves open for pain. Losing one love to Death. Another to Distance. Two to me putting my word on the line with the military. And another to my being to incompetent to take a chance. So im going to keep going from day to day like i have. Unfortunatly making myself more and more scarce from those ,who atleast in my mind, i belive do or may love me. Dont be me. Dont live in regret.

Life
Now I want to know when life is going to get easy? There has to be a way for life to get easier. My life is so complicated and rough that sometimes I wish there was a way out. But my grandmother always said wait 36 hours and everything will be fine. Well....... I am still waiting 5 years later. So When will it happen?

Life Sucks Sometimes
looking back i can see that i never quite got any of it right.i trusted the wrong people, can't trust the right people. can't seem to make any relationship work. why???? i don't think i am a horrible person. i have problems but who doesn't? i have forgiven so much, and yet i cant be forgiven. i didn't even do anything. i beg for compassion, time, love. wtf for? it always ends in pain. how can someone break your heart into little pieces and tell you they love you? sometimes i think i am going to give up on men. say FUCK IT. find me again. i give everything i have and it is never good enough. talk to me, hold me, love me. BS. i don't understand how my life can go from perfect (nearly) to perfect shit in the time it takes to light a cigarette! lol. and for those of you who read this--- never have a serious conversation when you are drinking. you or them. it never ends well. well, think i'll go bitch elsewhere, lol. take care

Life
The Prophet (PBUH) said "Whoever guides to good will be rewarded equally" and "Pass on knowledge from me even if it is only one verse". Lead such a life that when you die people mourn for you, and while you are alive they long for your company.

The Life
i am in this dark ness for a reason, its not because thelights burnt out or even going dim i have blinds and or shades on windows and curtins, my walls are painted in a sorta grey the light never reaches me, untill it is night then i walk the cold paved roads insearch of victory, this is my life the life i lead every nite

Life As Of Late
Well here I am sitting on my ass around 3:00 in the morning, was going to go out to the coffee shop.. But I lost my keys and although I have a spare car key I'm now too tired to go out. So I've been pretty pissed about not being able to find them for the past hour, but I've had a cigarette and am sipping my tea.. So I'm not really mad anymore. Friday night I went to Spike and Mike's sick and twisted festival of animation. It was the first time I went to their 18 and up festival, I have gone before as a kid.. But that was when they had the all ages films. It was fun, they had some really funny movies and I got to get Weird Al's autograph, along with Spike's. For those of you who have never heard of it, check out www.spikeandmike.com They are basically funny outrages perverted short films that usually feature nudity/sex, violence, drug use and other adult themes.. Some of which are just utterly wrong. Earlier today (yesterday actually) I picked up a nintendo ds lite, along

Life, Not Always Grand!
This month has turned out to be truely crummy! It started with my hubby getting a ruling on a court date he had with his ex over child support. He was out of work, not by choice, for 2 months, and got behind. The judge decided, with much help from his ex (she has taken him to court now around 70 times, give or take), that he needs to pay off the child support in full (around $3000) by Nov. 21, or face 90 days in jail. Now what kills me is, the state had no problem with him being a little behind, he already has a new job, and the money is once again being taken out of his pay. The only reason the ex took him to court was to destract from him being upset that his 14yr old daughter is being allowed to date a 23yr old man.... Where is the justice in this world??? Yesterday, something funny, although painful happened to add to my month. I was shopping with two of my kids, not really paying much attention to where they were pushing me. They ended up crushing my finger in between t

Life...
Let us live then, and be glad While young life's before us After youthful pastime had, After old age had and sad, Earth will slumber over us.[Latin trans...]Gaudeamus igitur, Juvenes dum sumus Post pucundam juventutem. Post molestam senectutem. Nos habetit humus.Unattributed AuthorSource: (John Addington Symonds' translation)

Life Sucks
Life sucks,, and you go on.... why? Somdays I think it just isnt worth the pain, energy or effort. I don't want much from life, why does it suck somuch out of me? Why is it that love is one of the greatest things that we strive for in life yet tends to be the most painful? hmmm.. life wins!

*life*
Well my friend sent me to this website and yes it is a little better than myspace but its a whole lot more confusing than myspace!! So other than that I dont know thought I could start with saying that. My babys father is expecting another baby in February or March the same time my daughter was born.. It pisses me off because he has nothing to do with his first child but he can have another one.. My daughter is the most precious child i have ever seen and she is adorable ut his loss not mine.. Its life I dont like the idea but none of my buisness!!Hmm thats it I think!

Life
life is just like a nghtmare to me ,nothen ever seems to go right ,some people come and some go, out of my life .. some clam to be friends and others promise to be there till the end.and they never are . some hurt me and i never learn . my heart grows numb to all the pain . i feel inside . my life is like a bunch of wrong turns on a never ending road that leads to no were . i know life is never easy and there will be pain .and there will be people that will hurt me deeply. i find that some time it hard to let someone into my life just because it's hard to trust some people because there not out to be my friend their out to cause more pain . by robin f

Life.
Work starts tomorrow, Official work. Early, Just as the day has begun. I wake up with it, Go along with it. Right into the afternoon And into the night. Just like everyone else, Even you. It will be a new start, In my life. It will be a new experience, I have to face. It makes me feel nervous, Thinking about it. But somehow I have to face it, Go through it. Hard or easy, Happy or sad. I’ve come so far with my life, So many steps, So many ladders, stages that I have taken. Nearly there, Some parts I soared, Some I struggled, Some I scraped. Nearly somewhere I want to be. Something I want to do. My life. (C) Copyright. Angel

Life Of Sir William Wallace
Of our ancestors, brave true ancient Scots, Whose glorious scutcheons knew no bars or blots; But blood untainted circled ev'ry vein, And ev'ry thing ignoble did disdain; Of such illustrious patriots and bold, Who stoutly did maintain our rights of old, Who their malicious, invet'rate foes, With sword in hand, did gallantly oppose: And in their own, and nation's just defence, Did briskly check the frequent insolence Of haughty neighbours, enemies profest, Picts, Danes, and Saxons, Scotland's very pest; Of such, I say, I'll brag and vaunt so long As I have power to use my pen or tongue; And sound their praises in such modern strain As suiteth best a Scot's poetic vein, First, here I honour, in particular, Sir William Wallace, much renown'd in war, Whose bold progenitors have long time stood, Of honourable and true Scottish blood.

Life Sucks This I Know
Ok...so life sucks. I don't know why...it just does. I'm trying trying trying to do well in school. Im currently a Biology major...I was gonna be a DNA analyst...but I can't seem to get the hang of chemistry...I mean I got through chem 1 and 2...but I cant get a hang of organic chemistry no matter how hard I try. The only thing I'm seriously good at is English...and thats almost a worthless major now days. I want to be an english major...but what would I do? I don't have the patience to teach, and I wanna be a writer, but the chances of my books making it HUGE are slim...so I dunno...Im depressed...and I dont know where to turn to get my self out of it. Any suggestions? Any english majors out there with successful happy lives that wanna tell me? I need something...

Life
I know that the things that upset me would be little compared to some peoples problems. I am not Starving, I have a roof over my head, people who love me, and the ability to talk to people all over the world! I am strong, and I will get through what life throws at me.So just remember Things arent so bad, and when you feel like things are getting too hard, remember there is alot of suffering OUT in the world, try to help to make it better....

A Lifetime Of Savings
Their wedding night, the young bride approached her new husband and asked for $ 20, for their first lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was repeated each time they made love, for the next 30 years, with him thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noon one day, she was surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state Over the next few minutes, he explained That his company had gone through a process of corporate downsizing, and he had been let go - It was unlikely that at the age of 55, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed thirty years of deposits and interest totaling nearly $ 1 million. Then, she showed him stock certificates issued by the bank which were worth over $ 2 million, and informed him

Life Suxs
but thats for right now. i'm hoping that will change in a few months. seeing i just got my dissability. if you haven't read my front page yet then you don't know that i am deaf in both ears. and that suxs alot. but i'd rather be deaf then blind. don't know what i'd do if i was cuz i rather like to watch. you see so much shit. from funny shit to you know what. lol. ;)but then like i say lifes a bitch get over it

Life Of A Dick
Hard life of a Dick It’s not easy being a dick. I’ve got a head I can’t think with. An eye I can’t see out of. I have a have to hang around with two nuts all the time. My closest neighbour is a real arsehole. My best friend is a pussy. And every time I get excited I throw up!

Life Love And Aging
The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock Let us go then, you and I, When the evening is spread out against the sky, Like a patient etherized upon a table; Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets, The muttering retreats, Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels And sawdust restaurants with oyster shells: Streets that follow like a tedious argument Of insidious intent To lead you to an overwhelming question... Oh, do not ask, "What is it?" Let us go and make our visit. In the room the women come and go, Talking of Michaelangelo. The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the windowpanes The yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle upon the windowpanes Licked its tongue into the corners of the evening, Lingered upon the pools that stand in drains, Let fall upon its back the soot that falls from chimneys, Slipped by the terrace, made a sudden leap, And seeing that it was a soft October night, Curled once about the house and fell asleep. And indeed there will be

Life
Life It’s about taking chances, taking risks… About caring when no one cares back. It’s about making a choice Between right and wrong… About making the best of a bad situation… It’s about not giving up When you’re convinced it’s over. Life isn’t about living or dying… It’s about surviving and making the most of it all. Life is about being all you can be. It’s living your life…to the fullest! Life…live it well… And, as Spock says, “Live long, and prosper.” Rhiannon 10-7-96 *ok, the end is corny, but it was all i could think of. lol*

Life
Life sure is a funny thing when you think all is well some thing comes and kicks you right in the butt and says Hey noway are you suppose to be happy so forget it ...But Then I tell my self Self yes you are and I begin to feel better because I still have my family and alot of wonderful people on my side ...People come and go but you know that you have effected them in some way even for just a brief moment you let them be someone other than who they are Yes Life Is Funny

Life....
going to cali Current mood: bitchy most days i want to be in the hotel california.... to be in such a lovely place and to surounded by our owne devices ... , at least u wouldent be filled with false hope like we are around here. u would know what to look foward to every day when u woke up , knowing u can never leave .this damn place is filled full of fake people , people who can only start drama the moment theay wake up , or theay tell u one thing and turn around and do another , im sick of it . be truthfull in what u do and say i sat here and asked my self today what is this life worth . i have a fue relly good friends , and i have a wonderfull daughter who i love more than life its self . but i always wonder day in and day out , what is this life for ? i try to drink it away , it dose no good , i try to take a fue pills hoping it will take the pain away ... it dose no good . i keep waking up in this fucked up nightmare and freddy kruger is the towns mayor... controling

Life!!
Appreciation In Its Purest Form Life Maybe we are meant to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. Maybe it is true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and

Life For Me ( Whinning )
I've been sitting here realizing that I have no private life any more..I didnt realize how much I missed peace and quiet until it was gone. Its 10 pm at night got the extra kid here for the next few days isnt mine the fathers in bed sleeping the mother in laws bitchin every 5 mins at her, hubbys out of town and my kids are in bed.. I ask myself wheres your quiet time.. I realized I dont have it any more. I so miss having the house to myself during hunting season, cause It was my alone time, my time to chill with my girls and do fun stuff with just us.. and now I have to drag 2/3 other people with us and it kinda sucks.. I work alot and when I get home I really would love to sit and watch a movie with my kids or something but I am lucky to find a spot to sit on the couch until after 10pm and by this time I am so tired I cant keep my eyes open. I guess what I am saying is ... dont take in your family members to live with you cause it cost ya more than you ever know.. Not only money b

Life
My husband joined the military and ever sense he did he's been gone most of the time.He was sent to boot camp while i was pregnant with our baby girl and he was gone most of the pregnancy. We did get really lucky compared to other military couples he was here for the birth for only two weeks afterwards.Then he had to go to his first station duty down in killeen texas. we had a 2 week old baby girl and we only got to see him on weekends if we got lucky.Then come to find out he was being shipped to iraq.Well it was a hard road to drive but we made it and he'll be leaving iraq november 23. I am really excited and cant wait to see him.we'll be moving down to killeen shortly after he comes home.

~life~
Staring deep into the hole dug into the ground ...I feel the presence of you lingering around.Sitting here now I try to figure out why...Why you had to leave...Why you had to die.I did my best to help you out...I really thought you had dried out.What you did was selfish on your part...You left many behind with a dead heart.My mind won't rest from that night...I hide in the dark away from the daylight.For I'm my own prisoner now who can't break free...You left me here in misery.I will never forget you and our lives we had... But how could you leave me and make me so sad.Your in my thoughts everyday and in my heart is where you will stay.Till death falls upon me I will see you once again and put to rest these feelings and mend. [Edit] [Delete] [View Comments]

Life Is Precious
Most people who know me, know that I had a rough life growing up. I was disciplined so much that I thought I was abused. Heck, I even let the proper officials take care of business a few times with my father. But the more I look at it, the discipline made me who I am today. I have learned so much by growing up with my parents that now that I have children of my own, I can see their side of the story. I found that it was hard to bring up children when they do not listen to you. But more so, it is even harder when you are a single parent. However, I don't let that stop me...not anymore. It is just that today and everyday, people take for granted what is given them...a chance at life, a chance at just having chances at all. People are blinded by their everyday lives that they do not see what is important...the family is important. Even though, my father brought me and my sisters up very so disciplined at some point, there is still room for improvement. And yes, he has shown a great de

Life
Well once Again im sitting here wondering what is 2 come and the pain and happyness the pass has brought be in this lil world that we all call life... then things go from bad 2 worst 2 the point of screaming and wishing 2 give up in all this lil life we have.................................Ever feel that way???????

Life Today
First I want to start with a happy belated Birthday to my friend Ria. I would have done this yesterday but I was outta state :(. So I hope you had a very wonderful and happy birthday hun. I love you. I'll update on my sister now. She's gotten her stitches out and is doing pretty good on some softer foods. She is laughing and talking more. She has been trying to get up and walking more. The only bad thing is that the stairs make things rougher on her then most other times if it were flat ground. Now lets move on to me shall we? I spent my weekend in TN with Hank. We had alot of fun though the time seemed to go by really fast. Hank and I found a soldier custome for David. We didn't have to go to a Army surplus store either. Thank god for the wonderful halloween stores that make things look real. He has a lil hat and his lil fatigues. I'll be taking pictures come the 31st so you can all see. He's going to be so cute. Today I believe we are carving the pumpkin. Somehow I got

Life In The 1500's
> >> >LIFE IN THE 1500'S >> > >> >Interesting! >> > >> >The next time you are taking a shower and complain because the water >> >temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used >> >to > be. Here are some facts about life in the 1500's: >> > >> >These are interesting... >> > >> >Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath >> >in > May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were > starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. > Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. >> > >> >Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the >> >house > had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and > men, then the women and finally the children Last of all the babies. > By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. > Hence the saying, "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water." >> > >

Life And Death
I found out today, during my lunch break at work...that my Godfather, a man who was a huge part of my life growing up...passed away yesterday of a heartattack and stroke. It was so difficult to go back to work and listen to people complaining about their banking issues...sighs. But, then I walked outside and saw such a beautiful sky before me. I stared and stared, not moving. I stood there looking like a moron, because I couldn't get over how beautiful this place can really be. I hope that while I am here, I remember to look at the Earth's beauty, the beauty in others...as much as I possibly can. He lived to be 84 years old...a long, wonderfully happy, active life (the man was mowing his own lawn for crying out loud). I hope that when I pass on, someone can say the same of me.

Life's Choices
Michael is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Michael was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Michael and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" Michael replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or .. you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or... I can point out the p

Life
Life these days is just so messed up and complicated. other times just just freakin annoying. like the other day some guy i barely know tells me he loves me then hes just like "oh they're just words" I mean what has the world come to when those 3 little words have no meaning i mean ocme on maybe it is just how i was raised ido but i thought that was pretty stupid mainly after i feel for some guy who i think is just playing me cuz he says i love you and want to be with you but i can't get the guy to have an actual converstaion idk its all messed up to me.. i don;t know what to think anymore but i do think that some people need to grow up

Life Is A Bitch
i am soooooooo tired.... was up at 7am this morning talking to muh boyz on purerave, msn & porrigt.se today havent been much of a good day for me. 3 ppl in my life made me feel bad about myself for wanting something in life or wanting to do soemthing special. i dont get it :( why make someone feel bad about themslefs to get there way. im super easy to manipulate so that dosnt make things more easy. well well.... i guess thats life is .. life is a bitch :( just watched CSI NY on tv. now its 10pm here im tired as hell think im going to bed asap.

Life Continued
As for me, I live my life one night at a time. That is about all I can do. When I became a vampire my life changed in ways I dont think I can explain. But I can try. I know there are those out there that do not believe, but vampires are real. We hide in the shadows of the night waiting and watching. Yes, we do feed on blood, but we do not always kill our donors. They live on waking usually with a very bad headaches. So many things have changed within my body after the change. I'm able to see colors in deeper detail than most mortals. I'm able to move quickly so as to go unnoticed amongst normal society. I do have the strength of ten men and the ablity to read minds. Within the blood I received from my maker I'm also able to rise to the clouds and cover a lot of ground in a very little time. This is also used to be unnoticed by those on the ground and no, we dont trigger any radar detection either. I figure there are some out there that wonder about this.

Life /// Disbelivers
I very sure that there still are disbelivers out there regarding vampires. As for us vampires or blood children, as I have heard some say, have been around for a very long time. Ah, you still say "No way!", but tis true, look at the art of the countries of the world and you will see images of vampires dating back as far as the beginning of time. Although all those centuries and millennia went by and never once did they realize that is acutally a spirt that gives us the powers we hold. We pay the ulimate price for this BloodGift and its power, we pay with our mortal life. As the blood feds our ever growing thirst, we realize that we must live on it to live ourselves. the mortal body dies from the dark blood we are given by our Makers/Sires. The process of death is painful as you feel all of your normal body functions shut down. When the blood has done its work , we reawaken with the driving need to feed from our first victim. It is painless for them , for when we pierce the skin to drin

A Lifetime With You
How much I love you my darling love, I have no idea about this... it really is hard to tell, Its hard to describe... hard to say, But I just want you right beside me all the time, When moon is out I sit under the starry sky eyes closed I pray, The only thing I shudder of is losing you, Can't even imagine how world would be without you, I might not say it quite often my angel, But, this heart of mine is yours and I love you, I dream of you as my soulmate as the owner of my soul, I dream of you as my sweet heart wife, This life would be nothing without you, Without you life would be struggle and strife, I can imagine our wedding my love, I can picture you and me standing in the candle lit church, After the sacred holy vows, I give you the bonding kiss, The gap between my fingers is made for your fingers, When you take my hand and it perfectly fits, When you rest your head on my shoulder, oh sweet heart, I dream a thousand dreams, I leave this world for a while,

Life Sucks, Okay?
I am.. like.. confused. I'm excited about Broadway Fun for Funds, but I hope we don't do caberet again. It'd just.. ugh, dressing like a hooker was funny, but I don't think I could do it again.. I'm not like that at all. My friend, Ashley and I are going to do some song.. We haven't decided who knows. I have to go to some "Halloween" thing tonight. Hehe. How gay. and I'm sick of loving the wrong people because they just suck. So are you lying or no? Bring on the lexapro.

Life's Little Lessons
After shopping in a mall, a couple returns to find their car has been stolen. They go to the police station to make a full report. Then, a detective drives them back to the parking lot to see if any evidence can be found at the scene of the crime. To their amazement, the car has been returned. There is an envelope on the windshield with a note of apology and two tickets to a music concert. The note reads, "I apologize for taking your car, but my wife was having a baby and I had to hot-wire your ignition to rush her to the hospital. Please forgive the inconvenience. Here are two tickets for tonight's concert of Garth Brooks, the country-and-western music star." Their faith in humanity restored, the couple attend the concert and return home late. They find their house has been robbed. Valuable goods have been taken from though out the house, from basement to attic. And, there is a note on the door reading, "Well, you still have your car. I have to put my kid through college somehow

Life Sucks I Mean It Realy Does
why is it am allways by my self or something its sucks cant even find a decent gf afther major break up says a lot for a guy like me a guess it just means that the world no longer needs guys like me

Life Flows
LIFE FLOWS Life flows from the source deep within the eyes glow with the warmth though the world be cold and dark and still and drear the warmth of life flows with a river force so strong so pure so true the eyes glow with the joy with the tears ever to the heart of truth we dream we love we hope the warmth of life flows eyes of boy eyes of a man eyes of a girl the eyes of the damned life is in the eyes through which the heart does bleed as the eyes show given wings to fly to soar to glide and leap to dance and smile given voice to sing the warmth of life flows deep and true the heart it grows and life flows

Life
~*~Thoughts Of Passion~*~ Thoughts Of Passion: thrill; pacify: lull: cradle: Thoughts of You, rush at my skin, Like wind whipping at my soul, Setting my body on fire, With the thrill of your touch. Anticipating the rush, I depict the warmth of our bodies, Entertwined under the full moon, Until our souls are pacified. As I soak in the pool of bliss, Feeling the ecstasies of eternity, Desiring an encounter with you, Lulls me into a paradise of dreams. Living with passionate memories, Carries me through life's daily rituals, But at the end of the day, I cradle your love, deep within my heart.

Life
Life sure has a way of coming along and kicking you in the nuts when you least expect it. Seems like lately things have finally been going my way for once. Money saved in the bank, a nice vehicle, bills getting caught up, plus all the good things that make life worthwhile like family and friends. And then, just as I settle back and begin to enjoy my life, KER-POW!!! Life takes a shot at my nuts and hits dead center. For that nice vehicle I was speaking of needs new steering parts now to the tune of $700 parts and labor, money I don't have even with what I've been saving. So now I have to hope my truck doesn't tear itself apart in the time it takes for me to save up that money, which would mean needing even more money. Anyone want to make a donation? lol, jk

Life....
Hey ya'all just a quickie on my life...I've finally made it in to college. And for those who know me you know my waitting has been well over due! It's an art college (2 year) I start my full out adventure tomarrow, I'm a bit nervouse but extreamlly excited to experiance this new change and adventure in my life. On the down side; I've recently brokken up with the man I was with...though I trully still Love him, him and I both know we need a well long extended break (if we even get back together) we were 2 of a kind, way to much of the same person and if any one that has been or is in this same kind of relationship probibly knows why we separated...I just need to find me a new kind of man..A man that can keep up with me (I have quite a rep of being wild) if you like what you see and you think your that guy that can truly keep up and show me a great time, them halla back...You wont regret it trust me!!* Now I never said I'm looking to get in a relationship or anything Just inisent pure Fu

Life Always Kicks Ya In The Ass
WELL IVE FINALY MADE IT TO SSG. MAN IT TOOK AWHILE BUT IM NOT ONE TO GO CHASING RANK...WOOT WOOT. THEN THE ULTIMATE BETRAYAL HAPPENED....I HAVE BEEN APART OF THIS UNIT BUILDING IT FROM THE GROUND UP SINCE ITS REACTIVATION IN 2003, TRAINING ALL THE NEW PRIVATES FRESH FROM AIT, ALL THE SOP'S TO BE WRITTEN, AND AIRCRAFT TO BE FIXED. I HAVE BEEN BACK FROM THE "STAN" SINCE MARCH, AND FIND OUT YESTERDAY THAT THE UNIT WANTS TO REPAY ME BY KICKING ME OUT AND OVER TO OUR CRAP ASS SISTER UNIT....TO FILL A SHORTAGE THAT IM NOT TRAINED FOR. tHE KICK IN THE ASS IS THEY ARE GOING TO IRAQ EARLY NEXT YEAR...GRRRR OH WELL I GUESS, LIFE IS BULLSHIT AND I NEED A BERR!!!!

Life
Most people say change is good, and in this case they are right. Seven years in a bad relationship. Seven years on fighting, yelling, and name calling. Seven years of his put-downs, alcohol abuse, and of him degrating me every chance he had. Seven years of wondering when he was gonna snap and hit me, or get drunk and not come home. (he did alot of not coming home.) I remember the night he stayed out untill 5 o'clock in the morning drinking with his best friend and then he slept our son's 3rd birthday away. I think that was the saddest day of my life. To have my 3 year old ask where his daddy is as we celebrate his special day. That was 2 years ago. And i asked myself, "Why do I stay?" But I know why.....it's called LOVE. Because I love him............ Well NO MORE! Seven Years! Seven years is what it took me to wake up and see the light. I guess that is why they call it "Lucky number 7!" And it is kind of ironic too, if you think about it because I left him on the 4th of July. I fou

Life
As I said in my last entry change is a good thing.....but it is also a very difficult one. Sometimes I feel that not everyone understands that. Most people feel like I should be able to just snap my fingers and move on with my life. IT IS NOT THAT SIMPLE. So I am going to lay it out in the open one last time for everyone to undertand, you will either get it or you wont, nothing more to say. I am 23 years old and I was in a very long and drawn out relationship for seven years. (That means I was 16 when we got together) I had never been on my own. I had never had to try to support myself, let alone try to support myself and a child. I had never known what it is like to live alone and sleep in an empty bed. But I do now. And it is hard. And yes I am scared, and yes I am sad, and confused, and sometimes angry. Because i do not know what I am doing from day to day. I am living in the momemt trying to make it for my son. And it is going to take me awhile to adjust. Like a good friend of m

Life
The best things in life are family and friends...and I was blessed with both this week. My brother came home on leave Wed. night. I was so happy, I almost cried. We may joke around and pull pranks on each other alot but we are very close, and it tears me up when he's not around. My son was very happy to see him too. I had to grab him by the back of his shirt to stop him from running through security. He jumped into my brother's arms and didn't let go for like 10 minutes. They have a very close bond, I am so grateful for that. He needs a strong stable male role model right now. I was blessed with many friends this week, too. My best friend's brother also came home on leave. We were all like one big family growing up. So it was nice to get her and her brothers and me and my brother all in one place again...it has been a very long time since we have done that. So last night we had a cookout and we partied. It was sweet! But just when I thought my day/week couldn't get any better...RJ sto

Life's A Journey
LIFE’S A JOURNEY Ever take a road trip just driving in your car Sometimes the road will be straight and smooth And it seems like nothing can come in your way For one can see for miles, nothing ahead but smooth sailing So it is the foot to the pedal full steam ahead One just steams ahead without a care in the world Not paying attention to what is around them Not see where they are or what can happen But then something happens They break down in the middle of no where There they are standing there looking around Lost in the middle of who knows where With no where to turn… nor know where to go Shaking their head wondering why me Not a clue to how or why Maybe one should have paid attention to the road signs One that said next exit 100 miles Or should have check the tires at last stop How about the little noise or ping one blew off What ever it did not matter …………then Now it does and you shake your head wondering Thinking that you should have paid attentio

Life As I See It
so here i am, sitting here thinking about a serten someone, the shit i have put up with from him hes always fucking yelling at me, sayin i'm talking shit about him to the ppl i talk to ya fucking right ya, i have in the past, but that got me no where, so to this person FUCK YOU VERY MUCH!!!! I FUCKING HOPE UR HAPPY, YOU HAVE CAUSED ME TO MAKE THIS DESECION, I'M DONE WITH THE INTERNET, I'M DONE WITH TRYIN TO MAKE YOU SEE THAT I'M NOT THE PERSON YOU FUCKING TELLING EVERYONE I AM, THE PERSON I AM IS NOTHING LIKE U SAW, U SAW THE PERSON THAT WAS CAGED, NOT ABLE TO BE HERSELF, THE REAL ME CRYS EVERY FUCKING NITE, THE REAL ME GETS HER HURT CRASHED EVERYTIME SHE TRYED TO HELP OUT, THE REAL ME, IS A SCARED LIL PERSON THAT DONT WANNA LOVE BECAUSE I GET HURT IF I OPEN UP TO PEOPLE, U NEVER GOT TO SEE THE REAL ME, U ONLY GOT TO TALK TO THE REAL ME ON THE FUCKING PHONE, I'M DONE TRYING TO MAKE PPL HAPPY, I'M DONE WITH THAT, I'M PUTTING ME FIRST NOW, I'M GOIN TO DO WHAT I WANNA DO WHEN I WANNA DO

Life Sucks
i really dont know what to do or think anymore.. i really try to get over and just be friends with my ex but sometimes its so hard i still love him with all my heart and i know part of him still does too but he dont know what he wants.. its been so many months now and we been so close and thats why it so hard to get go.. and im just scared to find someone new and im not the type of girl that would go around and "just have fun" been there done what wasnt fun.. and i hate being single and alone.. oh well guess im use to it.. and now i quit my job just too much shit there and getting sick of it so im trying to find another job which isnt easy... ok im done mooping and complaining..

Life Is All About Love
SINCE GOD IS LOVE, THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON HE WANTS US TO LEARN ON EARTH IS HOW TO LOVE. IT IS IN LOVING THAT WE ARE MOST LIKE HIM , SO LOVE IS THE FOUNDATION OF EVERY COMMAND HE'S GIVEN US.GOD WANTS US TO LOVE EVERYONE, BUT HE IS PARTICULARLY CONCERNED TAHT WE LEARN TO LOVE OTHERS IN HIS FAMILY. THIS IS THE SECOND PURPOSE OF YOUR LIFE AND IT'S CALLED FELLOWSHIP. JESUS SAID OUR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER IS OUR GREATEST WITNESS TO THE WORLD.

Life's Lessons
By Regina Brett The Plain Dealer, Cleveland, Ohio To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolls over to 50 this week, so here's an update: 1. Life isn' t fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all abo

Life Is One Hell Of A Ride
my life be not cool adoupted mom pass had a kid but the funnyest thing i notice in life is that you cry for every thing i dont know what its about with that but ya i rather be dead to see who would come who are my true friend or be born again to see if my life would of been diff i been in and out of bf and gf that i swear that i had one to many then i should of for only being my age but my mom pass away cuz of cancer but its hard to deal with all this alone so if you know any one in my state single around my age tell me hit me up i am a icp fan so ya if you like icp talk to me i dont bite inless ask to

Life
Sometimes i just wish i wasn't even alive anymore cause i since life is getting harder and harder but i guess theres nutting i can do about it but just live it...my b.f. is a butthole to me all the time he think im cheating on him and i think his cheat on me...he has always said something about me cheating on him which i don't understand why does that but he does and i really don't like it and i know that im not cheating on him cause if i was he would know it...but i love him so much and i don't want to lose him but i don't know what to do about him saying i that i cheat on him and i know im not....Thats all i have to say bye!!! Thanks Britt

Life
What is life? Is it what we live, we are told at a young age that it is what we make of it. Well hate to say it but someone lied, I used to think that was the way it was, so i'd try to make it a good one. Guess thats why when something,or someone knocks you down it hurts,stings,and very painful. Some people may not like me or hell nobody for that matter. I was told people change some for the better others for the worst. I've tried well thought anyway I have, To stay the same. Some have said that I have not changed. I've been hurt hard in the past and it sticks with you all your life, Some say thats makes you weak others say stronger, I like to think of myself as a strong one. My life I don't know what it holds, hope it's good but nobody knows. SO if anyone out there that can look into souls,and lifes, please tell me what my future holds.

Life In General
It's been almost 4 years in the same relationship. It's been rocky as all fucking hell but we've managed to get through it. Trying again though. But being informed that 'you should not think we are together' really put a fucking kink in my day. Being told he wants to meet someone he's known for two years, and knowing there are mutual feelings between them, that are more than just 'friends' .. well that just kinda sets me off. Yes, I trust him but I cannot have that. Tell me I'm fucking wrong, I don't care. I'm not being controlling. I don't fucking know anymore. Frankly I don't give a flying fuck. I'm so FUCKING MAD!!

Life Sucks…
Why did it not come with an instruction manual? Why is it that whenever you want to do things for yourself, it might hurt other people’s feelings? Why is love so complicated? And is it real? What really attracts people to each other? Why don’t they make marriage license renewable like drivers license?

Life Cycle
I think the life cycle is all backwards You should start out dead and get it out of the way. Then, you wake up in an old peoples home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready for High School. You go to primary school, you become a kid , you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters everyday, --- and then, you finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

Life..
well I got the job..I'm working 40 hours a week now..and are you ready for the BIG news? I'm having a baby!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm due july 1st! :) :) :) :) :) we are both very excited! well I will write more tomorrow, I need to get to bed 5am will be here before i know it! -Jess

Life Ain't A Boxing Match
I remember watching the Friday Night Fights with my Dad when I was a kid. The Referee always admonished each boxer: "defend yourself at all times". If you take boxing lessons, the first thing you are taught is to never drop your guard. They also tell you, never lead with your chin. Unfortunately, way too many people live their lives this same way: Never drop your guard! If you don't drop your guard and reveal your true self, how will anyone get to know you? And if no one knows you how can anyone love you? And I mean the true you, not the persona that you choose to project to the world. So don't live your life like a boxing match. Drop your guard sometimes so you can reveal the true you. I would still suggest not leading with your chin but you might try leading with your heart sometimes. Sure you may get hurt, but that pain is the one true way to know that you are really alive and functioning as a human being. And once you do find someone willing to accept the true you, the joy and happ

Life As It Goes
We go through life striving to achieve something more Working so that our lives will someday be "better" But it seems that when we achieve that goal there are only more goals yet to achieve We work our whole lives to be somewhat perfect but coming noplace close to what that might be I've always known that there are certain things in life that i must do Graduate from high school and then there was graduate from college but nobody ever told me what to do after the fact I mean I'm only going to be 19 years old Nowheres near death or at least I hope not What do you do when you've done all that you could How do you further yourself from what you limit yourself to be It just seems to me that life is just trying to be happy with where you are but we're always trying to get out of that place

Life
I'm falling apart. I have arthritis in my back plus a fracture in it. I have arthritis in my knees and then to top it all off I have the beginnings of arthritis in my left hip. If I don't tend to it to slow it down I will have to have hip replacement. And I am only 26 yrs old for godsakes

Life
you wonder why i know im dead inside selfless help awaits on the horizon blistering cold scorching heat my love is shattered like a mirror lost unforgiven silently i pray eternity passes by whispering dying desperate for love help me escape grab my hand im falling enter the end close my eyes ill never wake up

Life
Sir is biting the cage, I am tired, and I stil have to do some work. Wow, what a great day. hahahhaa but Talked to karen, and Jamie, but Jamie didn't know once again he was talking to karen, and me, but Karen said something and he thought it was me. Good times with the bestfriend.

Life
wandering aimlessly toward some goal i dont even know. wanting peace , wanting security, desiring something i cant control. knowing nothing but pain and loss . grieving for everything that used to make sense.hope,a glimpse of a feeling that stays forever out of my reach.death , a dream a longing .

Life Sucks At Times
Ok yes everyone ask me how I am and I say ok but lie to them.i dont sit there and say life sucks but it does.there is so much shit going on right now I am going nuts about it and all it took was one person to mention a weddin and I broke down and cried.So here goes my wambulance.Ok everyone knows I have something wrong with my health.My brother will be going to texas next week because he has possible sin cancer and will be uner going test.A close friend was in a car accident few days ago and is now in comma.He is not expected to live.I am still having finacial trouble and oh yeah my car is messing up.It is cold in morning and I have no heat in my car.So today when someone was talking to me about weddings I started thinking about how my ex fiancee left me a week before our wedding and broke down into tears.I cry sometimes dammit I am human.

Lifestyle
I've been racking my brain over a lot of things lately and finally have come to a conclusion on what I need to do. My mother has been pressing me for a while to take over the family business. In the past she's offered to buy me a house, acres of land and give me complete control. She has made this offer again lately and it made me think. I just got laid off, I'm single and lets face it my friends are getting older and starting to do their own things now. It was a harder choice back then. Back before people started to get married and have kids. I don't want to leave my peeps but such is life I suppose. There comes a time when you have to start to consider yourself and where you want to be in the future. In reality the company always was my future I just never thought I would be taking it over this early in life. I finally agreed to do it because my mother is now having problems with her heart. She needs me to take over now. So, I guess long story short is that in two months I'll be movi

Life
what is this aching i feel deep in my soul as i wake up at night to the nightmares in which i cant scream. life is hell in which the fires burn into my brain. love is whimsical in most aspects do people really think a internet bf is a true bf? why does anger lead to guilt/ these are my ramblings and thoughts

Life Is Short Eat Your Cake While You Can...
Fire CrotchPeople Iced:FourteenCar Bombs Planted:None. Pathetic.Favorite WeaponA CandlestickArms Broken:FiveEyes Gouged:SevenTongues Cut Off:ThreeBiggest Enemy:The Ice TrayGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

Life
I am just here to make a shout out to all my friends...i am not ignoring you. My life has been on a slight upside down roller coaster this week. My ex came home and distroyed my life yet again! i got kicked out of my roommates, because he is friends with them....he took my dog (who is like a second child to me!) and he basically drove me crazy this week. So I am pretty busy trying to balance and new job, school, motherhood and finding a place to live! Aside from feeling completely screwed around by guys lately....I feel pretty damn good! lol...so please if you don't hear from me in the next week...please forgive me! Hugs & Luvs, Sammy XXX

Life As A Marine..
...Farm kid's letter home describes life as a Marine... Dear Ma and Pa: I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before maybe all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m., but am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, and stuff, but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food. But tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you till noon, when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys can't w

Life Is All That Sux
Well i know that i don't have much to offer someone. But i want what i can get from only one person. He tells me he wants me and then doesn't call. I don't know whether to tell him how i feel or to just let it go. I'm hanging out with him this weekend and i don't even know how to act. I'm affraid to go through life and not be with someone, and not have anyone to love me. I just don't know!!

The Life Of A Soldier (part 1)
Ive had alot of people ask me questions about my life, why i joined, what was my training like. so im going to create a seris of blogs to share my experiences with you. and if your a terrorist you can stop reading this there is nothing here that you cant find else where, meaning everything i will tell you guys reading this is unclassified...and you can pretty much find it all over the internet. in this blog im just going to try to set the mood for the blogs to follow. and ill give you a heads up im not the greatest speller and i really dont give a flying fuck if my sentences are correct or i run on and on about how a bullet works in a gun or something. if you dont like it dont read it! now lets begin, now for me joining the army is somethig i always wantted to do sinece i was a small kid. i always watched those old war movies and said "wow thats going to be me one day". so as all kids do i went to school did want i could do. i was the school mascot for 3 years in high school, i w

Life
Does anyone ever leave comments on here anymore.. I am pretty new but have no comments as of late... I may not be a prince but I can be someone who could be so very special as a friend to anyone who is looking for something deeper than sex.

16 Life Lessons
These are funny. 1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential – that word would be "meetings." 3. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness". 4. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them. 5. You should not confuse your career with your life. 6. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance! 7. Never lick a steak knife. 8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip. 9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time. 10. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment. 11. There com

Life
It has been almost a year since we lost our Dad,It has not been the same.I miss our weekends at the community lounge,I miss our thursday nights at the firehall with all the guys.I miss our times at the various fire scenes.I was chief of my fire dept because of my Dad he taught me alot.He was our father,grandfather to all simply know as "Chaz".Our annual christmas party will always be with me.On this night my father and I were given service awards by our fire dept,Mine was for twenty years,my Dads for fifty years.The people in our fire dept are the best my dad could not walk well anymore with his cancer it had ravaged his body,So we all took fire trucks with lights and siren in all its glory and gave my dad his award at home he was so happy,We all knew that we were saying goodbye.Watching my Dad say good bye to all the people from our dept was the hardest thing I have ever had to do.The next weekend we lost my Dad on christmas eve morning.On April 15th,2006 our fire dept honored thier b

Life In General...is Ok I Suppose
ok so it's a friday and I came home from work all sick... I work at a school so I'm around kids all day and I had a few go home then I went home they just pass their germs onto me but when the lil ones don't feel good they come to you crying and you feel so bad you just wanna hold them so what did I do I held the one who is my favorite! She went home sick and about an hour later I went home sick! I moved back home today too...this is going to be hard I moved out of my rents house in July because we weren't getting along, then not to long after that we started to get along just fine. Last week they bought me a much needed car. I have to pay them back half and the other half is an early christmas present. I'm only going to be at my rents house for a few months till money is comin my way and my debts are paid off...and I can afford a place of my own. I'm frusterated because of guys. I like this one but we really have no time with each other and well it just plan sucks and he told me tonig

The Life Of A Soldier(part 2)
Going into basic training i knew, or thought i did, what was going to happen. in truth i had not idea, at first for me it was less stressful then i had thought, the drill sergents didnt yell, they talked to us like we where human. what was going on here? i was asking myself, what happened to the drill sergent that was suposed to be yelling at me insulting me my mother and everything i held dear? this wasnt the basic i was ready for...i decided just to go with the flow. they inprosessed us which means but all our information into the computer system, so they could keep track of us, and start paying us. then after it was all said and done, they moved us from the inprossesing center to the real basic training, it was the the hell i had read and invisoned opened up on me. first off they stuffed my class about 30 people at the time into whats called a cattle car all 30 of us and all the things that where issed to us and all the things we brought (some people had 4-5 bags total)where stu

Life
When your time comes to die. Be not like those who's hearts are filled with fear of dealth. So when their time comes they weep and they pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a diffrent way. Sing your death song and die like a Hero going home

Life Too Short
After my father passed away, I have been writing poems non stop. Right now, I've stopped. But as you can see, most of the poems are about loosing someone so dearly to your heart. My father was 48 when he had passed. Died from a heart failure. He was healthy at that time but life had turned to death. But there is one thing I love that my brother and I did, we took so much advantage of his life for granted. We always had a hell of a wonderful time with him. Life is not fair but there are always a reason for everything. Tomorrow may not come for all of us, so why make it good now! Take advantage of someone dear to your heart, make it good and memorable. Because tomorrow won't come. It's not easy and it'll never will but we do take it one day at a time. Here's a poem to everyone whoever lost someone so dearly to their heart: LIFE TOO SHORT The most devastating event Is loosing someone you love. But for some of us we believe They're alive living above. As we go thru our lives

Life Is..
Life without friendship... is like the dawn without the sun. Life without friendship... is like the sky without the moon when the evening has begun. Life without friendship... is like a rose without rain. Life without friendship... just wouldn't be the same. Life without friendship... is like a ship without a sea. Life without friendship... just could not be without a friend like you for me.

Life Just Isn't Fair
I just don't know what to do . there are so many issues in my brain . I have a cousin who just recently killed himself and a close friend who is locked up in jail for 15 years for some really wicked crimes . Now,I find out that this guy i liked is possible-ly in jail for dwi and other things . Well , I really miss my close friend .The other one I always call the boy , hehehe well , Long story there but I thought all this time he lied to me about being on probation and things and i find out he didn't tak to me cuz he was in jail . now i feel like a dumbass. .. But see when he and i met i was having lots of marial problems and he helped me thru some of the hardest things in my life well that i thought was hard at the time . I was leaving a friends house when she was introducing me to all the guys and i was looking at her and I walked down the stairs and i ran into him . Oh mY God I swear it waslike nothing I had ever experienced before in my life . Our friends said they were calli

Life
Life is Wonderful!! Just wanted everyone to know that I am enjoying CT/LC, although I don't think it's BETTER than MySpace. It's completely different and not as user friendly, but I enjoy the rating process.

Lifewave
This stuff is the best thing since sliced bread. Check out the website and get in touch with me and I can tell you more about. If you have pain, need energy, can't sleep or truly want to look younger in 21 days and feel healthier, you can't overlook this. This stuff works..... www.lifewave.com/amber08

Life That Little Mystery Of Ours...
There are a lot of things going on....to list one thing i guess the major thing is my work situation. I have apparently found out that my managers, both salon and store, probably made a lot of things up about me and decided that they should tell me that i was doing something to the other girls when in reality i wasnt. i dont understand whether they want me to quit or are trying to make something up to fire me or get me into some sort of trouble. i dont know why they went through that trouble to make that up. second i guess on some level right now i feel kind of stuck. im not exactly happy where i am right now and i also feel a little looked over. ya know i just kinda feel like a wall. im there, but you really dont seem to care all that much. and the thing is i know on some level that this isnt true. but i just feel somewhat rejected by a few people. not that i am i just dont want that to be true. i dont know i could very well just be overthinking it and everything. but ya i guess

Life Is Awesome For Now...
I got a job as a Locksmith Apprentice and am doing well. My birthday is November 25th and I'm kinda excited to be turning 23...kinda. If you want to email it's: KoreanRachel1983@hotmail.com Since it's not an office job, I don't have any time online but I can deal with that! Lots of love to my awesome cherries! *MUAH* ~Korean Rachel

A Lifetime Of Heartache
It could have been a lifetime, Its only been a year, I still whisper your name, And shed another tear. I can still feel your breath, Smell your scent on my clothes, Taste you, hear you, see you, And yet your heart is closed. Someone else is with you, And yet I yearn your touch, With heart, mind and soul, I love you far too much. I wish I could tell you things, Like how it would still be, If things had not gone wrong, If you still wanted me. I thought wed last forever, You told me that we would, Now silence falls and I now know, That you didnt think we could.

Life Calls
And I just dont feel like I any longer have the time to keep up with my cherry tap page. I just want to say goodbye to you guys. If you have my IM's of course we will stay in touch. Those of you that do not need to reply to this, don't :) The next time I log on after the brief time I will be on tonight will be to check for messages in case someone wants my IM, and to delete my acct. Peace

Life " My First Blog"
GOODMORNING, THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG. SO HERE IT GOES. I LUV BEING ON CHERRYTAP IT HAS BEEN SO MUCH FUN. I HAVE MET ALOT OF REALLY NICE PEOPLE AND OF COURSE SOME NOT SO NICE. I HAVE HAD A PROBLEM WITH PEOPLE NOT READING MY INFO ABOUT ME WHEN THEY DESIDE TO ADD ME TO THEIR FRIENDS. I HAVE IT IN PLAIN VIEW THAT I AM HAPPILY MARRIED AND AM ONLY LOOKING FOR NEW FRIENDS ONLY. ANOTHER THING THAT BUGS ME IS ALL THE X RATED PHOTOS PEOPLE ARE PUTTING IN PLAIN VIEW INSTEAD OF IN THEIR PRIVATES. I HAVE 2 CHILDREN AND ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS OTHER PEOPLES KIDS OLDER THAN MINE BEING ABLE TO LOG ON AND VIEW BASICALY PORN FOR FREE AND WHEN EVER THEY PLEASE. DO PEOPLE NOT HAVE RESPECT FOR THEMSELVES ANYMORE. I UNDERSTAND THOUGH THAT SOME PEOPLE JUST LIKE THE ATTENTION AND THAT IS FINE. BUT PLEASE PUT IT IN A PRIVATE FOLDER. THINK ABOUT THE FACT THAT YOUR KIDS FRIENDS COULD BE GETTING OFF ON VIEWING YOUR NALED PICS AND HOW THAT COULD MENTALLY AFFECT YOUR KID. BUT ANYHOW I AM HAVING A GREAT DAY

Life
Ok, I am getting married in 5 weeks. I bought my dress 5 weeks ago. When the day arrives I will be 5 months pregnant. So the ? is...will the damn thing fit?? LMAO. I am stressed like crazy. I have 4 weeks of school left until break so if I want to maintain my 4.0 I still have to stay focussed on school. But then I have a 2 year old who always wants to "help mommy with her homework!!" lol. I am tired all the time from this pregnancy, Mel and I only see each other on weekends. He gets off work just in time for me to leave for class. And as all this goes on, I plan a wedding that takes place 180 miles away from where I live 2 days before Christmas!!! I feel like I am losin' my friggin mind. Then, when I think I can not take anymore and I'm ready to cry...I walk in to school one rainy afternoon last week. I stop to talk to someone who was waiting for the elevator. Just as we concluded our conversation this girl who is real uptight and kind of snotty comes bursting through the door out of t

Life Without Dakota ( I Wrote This In 2001 Before My Twins Came Along)
Life without Dakota Could i live without my son? No.. Could i part with him while his heart breaks in two? no I couldn't.. Would I go crazy if something was to happen to my precious baby boy? Yes and probably more. Would I start hating myself if I did something to hurt my son? YES I would...and probably would turn to alchol and drugs more so than ever before. My son has been my shinning star glowing in a dusky sky. When I thought life wasn't good enough to live on I looked to my son for his support. When I thought i couldn't make it another day I saw his smile and how strong he thinks his mommy is. When I thought of death.. He helped me think of life. When the world kept turning when i was in pain. He stood still and gave me a smile that melted it all away. When people look at me in judgement,I can look into my son who doesn't judge me or see me like that he sees the love in my eyes. When the world isn't going my way and he is cranky.. he still makes room for o

"life Is A Bed Of Nails"
tossing and turing, dream the dreams, wakeing up dead. Tourcher and pain, by the pain inside me, I'll get into your head. Bleeding truth, lie to make it real, twisted minds, open up and this is your sign. Waking up all alone, never ending pain I want to get stone. Drink to I pass out, still when I awake the pain is all the way to my bones. Dreams are real, feeling the wrath when I kneel, always woundering what tomorrow will bring, if I had love I would be sealed!!!

Life
Okay so if you know me at all you know that I have been dealing with a lot of stuff recently. I am seperated, and waiting to file divorce against my current husband for beating me, severely. I am now dating my first husband again, he came to my aide the night of the beating and took care of me, and things progressed from that point. I went to court this past Wednesday for my beater's arraignment so I could see him get a continuance and drag this mess out this much more. He intends on pleading not guilty I believe, judging from his actions. I personally don't care what he pleads, the pictures taken after that night are evidence enough for anyone with any sense, but the nerve of him not to even take the blame for what he did...it just blows me away entirely. I cannot and will not sit in the sidelines and watch this man walk away from this. Sadly this was not my first encounter with domestic violence, so I know the drill, so to speak. This is nothing new to me, however at least in

Lifetime
Lifetime We're not going to die young, we're going to grow old together. And our love for each other will be forever and eternally. We are connected as one. This lifetime will not be enough for me. I want to spend as many lifetimes with you as much as I possibly can. My love for you gets stronger each passing day. It's an adrenaline rush seepin' through my veins, wantin' me to stay alive only for you, my Mouse. I love you with all my smiles, breath and tears. **11-17-06** Dedicated to: Trevor Lee Myers Written by: Linsey Kate Schnepper

Life As It Passes By....by Katrina
Life As It Passes By You start life as a baby Which then you are so cute We give Our Parents a Hard time In other words a run for there Money. Soon it is time for us to go to School. Parents Cry as they say good bye For the First Day Of School. Before you know it you are a Teenager. All we can think about are Boys and Girls, School Dances, and so on. Before we know it we are in High School. Look it is Homecoming who will We take to the game and the dance. Then you get a Steady Boyfriend and they are your life so you think. You put down your guard to let them in your Heart. Time for Prom what will you wear, who will you go with oh that loving boyfriend is with who. You plan for Months what you are going to wear, How to do your Hair, What will happen? So many things to think about. Then the night comes you look so Pretty. Your boyfriend tells you look very nice. You take losts of Pictures for the Parents then

Life
So I was sitting there talking to a friend today and realized what a crappy marriage I had. Now don't get me wrong there were plenty of fun times but in all reality it sucked. I've been blessed with two wonderful children and that's about it. Again I'm not saying I regret anything I've done over the past 7 years but each and every day I'm moving on and forward and I know I've made the right decision. I can't believe how many people fault me for what I've done. Yet those same people have all gotten divorced for one reason or another so why can't I? I guess I should get off my pedestal and take my place back in line but sometimes just have to get things out there.

Life Goes On, Dont Let It Pass
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds yo u spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Life
Bittersweet Champagne Dreams I’m still standing… But I haven’t taken a breathe in days I’m coming apart at the seams… But still I remain here in one piece Unraveled and undone on the inside While tired and suffocated occupy my every conscious moment… And creep along undetected and uncontested in my dreams So all that’s left are these bittersweet memories… Black and white at their core Will it ever come to be again? That my heart may quiet my mind, along with its dominant ever-growing philosophy? Well, I guess I’ll see when I’m able And a little more than shy of stable Taken from my book, A Milestone In The Middle Of Nowhere

Life's Journey
written by my dad.. Life'S Journey This is to my family and those who call me friend come take a little walk with me we'll just wander round the bend and as we walk I'll talk with you in lyric and some song I hope you'll say at journey's end you're glad you came along let's talk of thoughts and memories and things we meant to share of times gone by,known just to us,when no one else was there we've read a book or heard a song that touched our soul and heart but failed to share those special thoughts with those so far apart So walk along,come dream with me, it's not far around the bend I want to share these thoughts and songs before our journeys end Ted Mattiuz Copyright ©2006 Ted Mattiuz

Life
Life is like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt you represents determinism; the way you play it is free will. Jawaharal Nehru The geat blessing of mankind are within us and within our reach; but we shut our eyes, and like people in the dark, we fall foul upon the very thing we search for, without finding it. Seneca (7 B.C. - 65 A.A.) Govern thy life and thoughts as if the whole world were to see the one, and read the other. Thomas Fuller Life is short, art long, opportunity fleeting, experience treacherous, judgment difficult. Hypocrites After the game, the king and the pawn go into the same box. Italian Proverb Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think. La Bruyere Life is like a library owned by the author. In it are a few books which he wrote himself, but most of them were written for him. Harry Emerson Fosdick The best way to prepare for life is to begin to live. Elbert Hubbard Life's a voyage that's homeward b

Life Is About
Life is About Some of us wonder what life is about Many question what life can be One has to think what the possibilities are So ask yourself "What about my life" Some not concerned about life Then if so Why so much lying, killing, backstabbing, and cheating Why so much inequality, no unity, so much deceit, and violence If this is how you want life Do it The ignorance of another's Mind only bring more than one can bare The negligence of not wanting something better Some fail to know what life is all about Why you want to live backwards The experience of life is not promise So ask yourself what is my purpose So ask Look deep down inside to know the answer

Life
Well what does experiance hold for us as a mass?I personaly dont have the answer to this,but it that very question helps me find my own path.Ok so we have time while we are here to learn experiances personally or learn them from a third perspective,either being a friends input on a situation or a book we have read,or even seeing it happen face value.What ever the lessons are that we need to know,they as in those experiances will teach us the fact of life.Yet I still bring this single topic up to people I know or have just meet.They all have the same response in there own way,which is silence or an unwavering change of subject. Why are we all affriad of the truth,or even more affraid of the train of knowledge that wistles by our sleeping conciouseness.I dont know about you reader but I hope one day I will find myself exploring time and experiance with another sibling as comfortable with the fact that we all have a limited amount of time here.So I hope to find this over romantic soul

Life...what A Bitch
Subject And To All, A Fucked Up Night...... Posted Date: Thursday, November 02, 2006 - 4:24 PM Walking down Laurel Avenueon a brisk Sunday nightLook down, look down bubblegum and broken leavesone two, one two, one tworepeated thoughtsGrab a Grande Drip little Bitch hardly says hellolook down, look down bubblegum, broken leavesone two, one two, one twoSomeone coming, kinda hotwalk straight, internal check look up, look upglance at her, smile at her a glance at me with no expression turn my head a slight to catch HER second impressionLike that all the time let's put our guards downwhy not just try Look down. Look downOne two, one two, one tworepeated thoughtsit's a Blockbuster night gotta get Slither. Oh crapfamily acquaintances. girls soccerstand tall. smile. lifes great. how 'r you?make sure the mask fits gotta keep this maskkeep it clean with no cracksoh, ha ha, coy smiletake care now...yup, bye Breathe out, mask off look down, look downbubblegum, broken leaves repeated thought

Lifesavers
John 3:36 “He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God abideth on him.” There was a preacher who kept a painting in his study of a shipwreck. There were sailors in lifeboats reaching out their hands to people floating on debris from the ship. A little boy looked at the painting and asked his daddy, “Are those in the lifeboats trying to save those people or are they just shaking hands?” I wonder about us.... It is all right to have friends; in fact, I encourage you to do that. But, are you doing more than just socializing? Wouldn’t it be a shame if all you did was shake the hands of those around you, when you could be serving and showing them the way to God through Jesus Christ? We don’t pray, live, and witness as if people are dying and going to hell or heaven every day around us. May God have mercy on us. The need of the hour is for men and women to have a servant’s heart.

Lifes Flight
Sitting on a bench one night I started thinking of lifes big flight All the things that seemed so small Add into a giant ball Hurt tears and pain With nothing left to gain Tried to walk but all i did was stumble Tried to talk but all i could do was mumble What was i suppose to do When really i didnt have a clue Crying without the tears Dried out from all the years Sitting on a bench one night I started thinking of lifes big flight Looked up at the sky And wondered what it was like to die

Life
life is about having fun in your life and enjoying every minute you can, never miss a moment in life because you will regret every minute of it believe me i made that mistake, now i bet your thinking how can she when shes only 18 well......... I was in a relationship for 3 years and couldnt do anything werent aloud to go out and see friends or do things that other teenagers did meet people enjoy yourself at that age in yourlife but it was different for me and i regret everyminute of it because you get your friends saying wasnt our teenage years great and i wasnt there to experience them. Now all my friends have had kids and im the only one without so it goes to show i did have a better life, because im enjoying it now and ive got all the time in the world to have children if i want them, life is about what you want to achieve in your life and enjoy it when you can as you never now what is going to happen!!!! If i had a choice to relive my live my life i wouldnt because ive learnt

Life
Life why is it that i'm quick to pick up a gun to defend my self, why is it that i must deal to survive this cold world we live in, why must i feel so much pain the troubles of life tends to drive me insane, sometimes i wonder, if i'm a child on God's shoulder, or if i'm saitan's toy soldgier, why must i watch my loved ones suffer so much, why is it that life seems so pointless, full of hate,pain and emptyness, why is my heart so cold? why do i fear of growing old, why is a child's life so precious, why am i always breathless, i'll tell you why,its life. Johnathen Allen Forcum Copyright ©2006 Johnathen Allen Forcum

Life Lessons, Lived Or Learned?
Sometimes in life you come across some bumps. Well what do you do? Do you live your life day by day on it or do you learn from it? Well in my opinion you learn from it. There are going to be many mistakes and bumps that come and go in your life. This can be anything from family to people that u meet on the way through life. The internet has become the biggest way of people meeting new people. In my opinion it is a good way of meeting people, but at the same time it could be a big mistake. There are many people that have come to be "good and true" friends and then there are some that have just become a big bump in life. The whole point of the internet is to get to know people. Well the one and most inmportant thing that people need to know about me is that I am a very honest person. Honesty plays a big part in my life and that includes in my friends and family. There are some people out there that like to have the drama. Well that is not me. They want to get things all s

Life
A Society Lost Amongst Itself Fear… Confusion… Is this all we know? Can we even begin to answer the riddle of how we came to this world? Though most of us will not live to see it, the truth shall be revealed To see what is not seen Hear what is not heard To reach out and touch the untouchable And yet, we can’t help but ask these existential questions, which we know no one has the answers to. As a wise old man once said, chance favors the prepared mind… And tonight, our minds are in favor So let the truth be told In the narrow band of twilight… Between fiery day, and freezing night We stand-alone Outcasts, if you will This place grows so quiet, so empty But still we have no peace Our psyches have abandoned us, and we feel nothing Of course, there are no simple answers Only layers of explanations, and fractured continuity Created by the one The one who kindled the stars and set the planets spinning Why do we ponder and brood over such things? Because it

Life Backwards
I want to live my next life backwards: You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You get ready for High School: drink alcohol, party, and you're generally promiscuous. Then you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, and you have no responsibilities. Then you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions - central heating, room service on tap, and then... You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

Life Change
When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend. When I was 16 I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life. In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability. When I was 25 I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided that I needed a girl with some excitement. When I was 28 I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition. When I turned 31, I found a smart ambitious g

Life Sucks
you know when you love someone so much you want to better your self for them so you can give them ur all.well i told my b/f that and he thought i was breaking up with him an well we aint together all cause of that. i still love him deeply i always will

Life Is A Highway - Rascall Flats (cars Soundtrack)
(Hmmm, yeah!) Life's like a road that you travel on When there's one day here an' the next day gone Sometimes you bend, sometimes you stand Sometimes you turn your back to the wind There's a world outside every darkened door Where blues won't haunt you anymore Where brave are free an' lovers soar Come ride with me to the distant shore We won't hesitate Ta' break down the garden gate There's not much time left today, yeahea... [Chorus:] Life is a highway I wanna ride it all night long If you're going my way Well, I wanna drive it all night long Through all these cities an' all these towns It's in my blood an' it's all around I love you now like I loved you then This is the road an' these are the hands From Mozambique to those Memphis nights The Khyber Pass to Vancouver's lights Knock me down, an' back up again You're in my blood I'm not a lonely man There's no load I can't hold Road so rough, this I know I'll be there when the light comes in Ju

Life Instructions
INSTRUCTIONS FOR LIFE Author Unknown 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slowly but think quickly. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Call your Mom. 16. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze. 17. When you los

Lifes End
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t Supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once And it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, So remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend; you’ll blame a new love For things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too Fast and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve Never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset Is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back? Don’t be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will Never begin. Life’s journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well Preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, Totally worn out, shouting HOLY COW --- WHAT A RIDE!!!!

Life's A Changin'
LIFE'S A CHANGIN' Life's a changin' It's amazing how quickly things can change. How people can change. For the good, and for the bad. It's amazing how God works. How he has these images we totally pass by. We do things that we shouldn't even though God tells us we shouldn't. I've made quite a few bad decisions in life, but he's still here. I'm moving away, to my grandma's, and somehow even though people see different, I have comfort in it. I do really think it's going to be a good thing. It's been so awesome going through all of the "stuff" my grandma has kept over the years and seeing how the littlest thing brought so much joy. I'm very excited for what is to come of the relationship I'm on the road to build. I know that it is going to be a big change. But things are changing, and I am so greatful for the grace God has givin me through all the crap that I've been through and the things I've created.

Lifes A Bitch
I've seen the light and I've seen the fate And I walked away Still I'm ok I remember the pain inside from the day when my mother died Never went away It's still here today And my baby he went to sleep in his mother's arms we pray to keep He shyed away He never lived a day Best friend call me up to say with a gun in his hand said he's goin' crazy Said you'll be ok he still died the next day I stood in line I've lost my pride I've made the change I'm a better man today Death brings life Still we try To live a better way Before your dyin day Ya born alone Ya die alone And still we live on Yesterday is a memory Tomorrow is a vision But today it's a bitch

Life
Life This World we walk through Is full of grief Some think of death Like if may be a releif I look at life And what it may hold I look to the future For the truth it may hold I wait and see What may happen soon I always reach To try and touch the moon

Life Can Be A Drag
ok so do you think that people are more honest about them selves on line than real life ? i have a friend thats going to ohio from RI to meet a girl for the first time leaving his life behind with no safety net douse anyone know about this stuff ever working out?

A Life Lesson
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks you heart, forgive them. For they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Hold your head up b

Life
So anyways it's a sunday evening and i'm bored out of my head, so I thought i'd do a blog on fake people...Why are there so many fake people around? I hate it so much. We all have good friends in our lives, but why is it sometimes you fall out with someone, You think you know really well. You apologise and then they're like "it's ok, mates again, i'm sorry too" etc. The next few days everything's ok, you're talking to them and having a laugh and everything's good. Then the next minute it's dead...I think people really need to get a grip on reality because it's not all about them all the time, we all have feelings, and when they're like that it can be really upsetting. So why be like this?If I upset anyone I always do my best to apologise and make it up to them, Sure i've done my fair share of upsetting people in the past, But hasn't everybody?I'm just sick & tired of these people and I really haven't got time for them anymore, so here's to all the fake mothafuckas out there... FUCK YO

¢¼life¢¼ True Friends Will Open¢¼
Ok well I dont kno where to start...My head is spinning outta control. Things and ppl come in and outta your life. Most of the time leave teaching you an important lesson or lessons. So I can stand here and say thank you to all the ppl who made me who I am today. I only get stronger from all the lessons I have learned. And i just wanna give a shout out to all the down to earth ppl i have got to kno on this site and throughout my life...not going to say any names bc they kno who they are! Im at that point in my life right now that i cant take anthing for granted. Im going to stay focused and reach my goals, there is no time to waste and let the lil things screw me over. I cant let my future slip thru my fingers like i have many other things. Im going to get mine and ppl are going to wish they had been true...peace love and chicken grease im out beezys JD

Life Lesson #8769
Doesn't it suck when people lie to you. Or better yet when people say one thing yet do something totally opposite. Or how about when people smile and say something polite but really mean "Fuck You". I especially hate it when people judge your future on their perception of your past. I mean shit, we've all made mistakes I mean Fuck people I am over them who the hell are you to hang on to the bullshit? In the old days (midieval times)the kings and noblemen would hold archery competitions and when a person would miss the mark it was called a sin and typically were given one or two more attempts if in fact they did hit the mark they were forgiven the one that missed and the errant shot was stricken and forgotten. If you look up the word forgive-- {1 a : to give up resentment of or claim to requital for b : to grant relief from payment of 2 : to cease to feel resentment against (an offender) : PARDON } Bottom line is this: *People Fuck Up *Mos

Life Invasion 1...
I wanted to apologize to the people that I talk to for not being around more often... as stated in my subject, life has invaded, and I don't have the time to sit at the computer that I once had... I don' thave the opportunity to get on here from work or anything like that, and when I get home, I still have to function as "Mommy" I will try to get on here periodically to send a note or whatnot, and hopefully things will settle into a routine here shortly. I miss coming around and talking to you all :) Much love! Becky

Life
UCK LIFE, WHAT IS IT FOR WHY THE HELL ARE WE HERE TO JUST FUCK AROUND PISS PEOPLE OFF? OR TO FEEL HORRIBLE THRU IT ALL R WE HERE TO JUDFE OTHERS MAKE THEM FULL OF PAIN SO WE CAN FEEL GOOD ABOUT OURSLEF ISNT IT FUKED UP I MEAN YA WE WILL FEEL GOOD FOR A WHILE BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE WE STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT!! WE STILL THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING THATS WRONG N LIFE KNOWING IT WONT GO AWAY WE SAY SHIT WE SHOULDNT FEEL BUT DO NEWAYZ LIKE NOT FEELING LIKE YOUR GOOD ENOUGH WELL FUCK THAT YOUR GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYTHING AND EVERYONE SO WHY DO WE FEEL THIS WAY? CAN YOU TELL ME THAT? HOW DO WE GET BETTER? HOW CAN WE SAY WE LOVE LIFE NOT FUCK LIFE?! I DONT THINK WE CAN IT WILL ALWAYZ BE THERE WE CANT GET RID OF IT SO FUCK LIFE WHY THE FUCK AM I HERE!!!!???

Life In The Game
underneath it all i'm a single guy with nothing to lose anymore.. i've just been heart broken but shit that an't going to stop my dreams to come tru.. well here i go just writeing to you and letting you know.. life is a game if youe an't playing it right! you end up with out a life.. it's part of my suicide letter with out tradgity in life.. well it goes on the game play's you then you lose so.. people cheat in the game to past to the next level as it goes it's harder and harder so play your shit right and try not to comite suicide.. take life step by step and control your player right...

Life Magazine
Im gonna be in LIFE Magazine! They interviewed Denise and I and sent out a photo crew to do a shoot with us. The pictures I got to see were AMAZING. I can't wait to see the article once it's published. ::crossed fingers for the cover:: I don't know when it will be published yet. They say I'll get a call from a 'fact checker' about 2 weeks before it is. So stay tuned and I'll keep you updated!

Life Is A Grimm Fairy Tale
Who says you can live happily ever after? I wish I knew, because I would hunt him down and pop him right in the mouth. Life is fucking hard, even during the calm moments. Bills to pay, work to slave over, the monotony of living. Day in, Day out. You get lucky occasionally- find that someone to share the grind with... girl/boyfriend, or husband/wife...but the time drags on, the wheels keep turning...and you have to balance like a lumberjack on a spinning log, or you will be pinned under the cogs of life's wheel. Fairy godmother doesn't exist. Hard work and perserverence does. Ten steps forward eight steps back. I didn't say life wasn't fun. I said life was hard (and I like hard)...sex, rock and roll, the moderate use of drugs...a little spanking here and there. But is it glass slippers and magic spells? Fuck no.

Life
how can life be so confusing? it feels like the worlds spinning around me so fast that i just get dizzy and wander lost until there is nothing but darkness and i cant see the light. not knowing whats around the next corner, where every course of action leads to the same result, just darkness. i dont know what i should do, but i definatly know what i shouldnt do, and for now, that will have to be enough.

Lifes Ever Changing Madness And Sadness
Well folks, it finally happened, after 14 yrs of having a best friend, we have split up. She has gone the way her life needed too and I have gone the way I needed too. We just had two very different ideas of paths. I really thought I could handle what she was doing before she left her husband and after she left him. I helped her move out of her house and set up her new apartment. I met some of the men she messed around with and her new friends and some of them were really great people too, but I kept getting emails from the future ex and these new friends telling me that she was not the kind of friend that I thought she was. I was blindly loyal to her. I hadn't always been so I felt that since she had stuck with me and put up with all my life stresses and troubles, I finally had my head straight and was going to stand by her side no matter what.I soon found out that was a huge life decision that I had over a year to figure out and chose like I have many times in my life, the wrong c